# [ P E I W E N. ]

2012-01-25T15:51:00.037+08:00

First off,

Happy Lunar New Year to all of you! Heheheheh.
Had a great one with my family and friends. (♥)

Wishing my loved ones happiness and the best of health.
May our dragon year be a prosperous one! HUAT AH!

Photo of my dear family :)

Steamboat!
Homemade steamboat's still the best, heh.

Went visiting over at Qianhui's house yesterday, forgot to snap some photos D:
Had great fun gambling at her house nonetheless.
Her mum's as generous and hospitable as ever (Y)

No winnings or losses for blackjack.
Lost 20 bucks to this rookie Alex-wong-kambeng in mahjong though!
The tiles just won't come to me and his beginner's luck was insane.

Epic moment of the day - * mahjong in progress *
Cassandra pong-ed like a boss, this kambeng waited a turn after Sean and asked:

胡比较大还是碰比较大？

Yes he snatched pong and won the round.
Extreme facepalm LOLOL. Joke-beng.

Back to reality tomorrow. Piling workload and endless projects.
Graduation as motivation. ROAR, gonna do my best hopefully.

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Haha my apologies readers.

Rest of the post's prolly gonna be another dull, meaningless one to you.
Means a lot to me soooo heh heh imma blog about it anyways.

It's been a year, a beautiful splendid year.

Reflects a lot that I've wasted a damn year left exhausted and disheartened
by somebody who seemingly can't or refuse to connect with your thoughts
and emotions before getting attached with this wonderful guy.

I don't know how to put it in words.
For a bond I feel this strong and sweet,
there is zero necessity to even hide or suppress anything to yourself or anybody.

He made sure I didn't had any issue with trusting him or the things he do.

'For everything and anything I do, it's for you.
To give you my best cause all that I want is for you to be happy.'

Our flaws, we embrace.
Our mistakes, apologize, we learn.

We can never get pissed or upset with each other for more than an hour.
We tease. We joke. We do the things we love in common together.

We barely even argue.

Morning to night. Next morning to night. The next following morning till night..
Love grows. Day by day it doesn't stop.

The growing happiness that we feel and receive everyday..
Nothing can replace the great times we spent together.
Nor will I wish to trade it off for anything else.

Lucky, fortunate, we even share and enjoy the same
interests, habits and taste in almost everything.

Games, movies, music, videos, sports, clothing..
The list goes on.

All the time I was being treated like a little princess.
Always making time for me, telling me I'm beautiful no matter how
plain I dress up to be and always, always treating me as best as he can whenever.

Not trying to flaunt my relationship here,
but this dear man deserves credit.

I'm just another average girl with countable flaws.
Sometimes I don't even know what I've done to deserve such a great partner.

I'm probably the luckiest girl alive.
And you, the best man on Earth.

Happy Anniversary :)

I love you Sean (♥)

2011-12-27T01:01:00.012+08:00

Yet another belated post!

Celebrated Christmas and monthsary together with bibi on 23rd!
Simple yet fabulous, precious and enjoyable (♥)

Lunch @ The Cathay's Astons, exchanged Christmas presents
and caught Mission Impossible: Ghost Protocol :D

Thrilling action scenes with good pace and humor.
Tom Cruise especially, still as awesome.

Goldlion wallets for my boy :)

Been using his Billabong wallet for ages,
and it's all tattered and almost wearing out already D:

Figured it'd be a good practical gift.

Not much kaching left but it's all well-worth!
Really glad he loves it :)

& he got me a Baggu bag ٩(^^)۶
Thanks alot dear hehe * hugs *

Was pouring pretty bad and our shoes and socks got soaking wet. (×̯×)
Didn't really matter. Pressed on with our presents hunting regardless haha.

Ran some personal errands together too :)

All on all, it was a happy christmas and a blessed year.
Wishing for good health and happiness for all my dear ones.

May the new year be a great one!
Peace out ◕ ‿ ◕

2011-12-20T14:08:00.017+08:00

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What a fail Christmas tree LOOOOOL.

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Yes it's Christmas soon! The season of giving :)
Pocket's already burnt with a huge hole hahahah.
Holiday, yet not much of a holiday thanks to final year project.

Met with client on Friday and basketball on Saturday!
Was pretty enjoyable, minus the fact that double rim kept rejecting my shots LOL.

Depressing .___.
Didn't quite get to play enough thanks to the mood-swing weather, ohwellll.

Boyfriend's been tied down with FYP as well,
so I've been spending plenty of time in Skyrim haha ◕ ‿ ◕

Accomplished:

- Learnt 'Fus Ro Dah'
- Ignored main quests
- Completed a bunch of side quests
- Thane for 3 strongholds
- Married Marcurio LOL.
- Bought a house in Riften with all upgrades
- Slained a handful of dragons
- KILLED A MAMMOTH FOR IT'S TUSK
- Acquired black soul gem & cured my vampirism
- Stole lots of horses and stuffs without increasing my bounty LOLOL.

HEHE, please compliment me a little for I'm only level 11 leh LOL ٩(×̯×)۶
Pathetic much I know! So much yet so little for a week.

House in Riften, Honeyside :)
Gotta grab a photo of this online cause I couldn't execute a screenshot .__.

My husband in game who is also my companion actually died in the battle with Giants ):

ACTUALLY I WAS THE EVIL ONE CAUSE I RAN AWAY AND LEFT HIM WITH THE JOB
OF KILLING THE GIANTS ASSUMING THAT HE WOULDN'T DIEEEEEEEEEEEE.

God damn it, they are like insanely over-buffed and almost impossible to kill -____-
I get myself sent flying up in the air all of the time LOL * sobs *

YES STUPID GIANTS LIKE THESE! ٩(×̯×)۶

Wasn't aware of his death until I realized I was alone in game most of the time LOL T.T
Loaded saved game and finally managed to retrieve his dead body near the last engagement.

OKAY, so I implanted some codes in and managed to revive him somehow LOLOL.
Wasn't much of a resurrection, more like just another clean duplicate haha :/
Meaning he doesn't remember we're married or whatsoever..
Dropped that, loaded before the giants and replayed, meh.

Yes I'm too free.

I just love him too much for being a strong mage and having a good
assortment of interesting dialogs here and there buahahahah,

there he is :D

No life much, but it's one of the biggest games this year.
Couldn't give it a miss muahahahah ●▽●

But of course I love my real life boyfriend more LOLOLOL.
No doubt! (♥)

Looking forward to spending Christmas and 11th monthsary with bibi :)
Pretty lights and presents! Yay ~

& 3D2N too! Heh heh.
I NEED SOME MAHJONG ALSO ROAR.

Take great care of yourselves in this psychotic weather,
and be back soon people! ٩(^^)۶

2011-11-25T01:00:00.012+08:00

Caught 'You Are The Apple of My Eye, 那些年，我们一起追的女孩' with hun today (♥)

Plot was utterly fresh, along with a splendid blend of adult humor and romance.

One moment you get hyped up in all the ridiculous comedy,
drowned in sweetness and grinning like a retard in another..

Or find your heart rending and close to tears next.

'那些年错过的大雨
那些年错过的爱情
好想拥抱你　
拥抱错过的勇气

曾经想征服全世界
到最后回首才发现这世界
滴滴点点全部都是你'

Awww. Try listening to their theme song 《那些年 ♫ 》 too!
Good music makes life beautiful HAHA, cheesy much.

It's genuinely good.
Go catch it if you haven't it's probably gonna showdown anytime soon (×̯×)۶

An enjoyable evening with dearie and a lovely dinner.

'再一次相遇我会紧紧抱着你
紧紧抱着你..'

(♥)

Well I guess the movie really impacted me deeply..

I just wanna say:

Thank you for having the courage, for holding on tightly for so long.
Even though your silliness brought about hurt and unnecessary trouble to some people..

Not a second did we regret love because losing love,
or seeing the one you long for walk away in another's arm,

hurts infinite times beyond anything else.

Thanks for everything bibi.
Never been this merry and well-treated in my entire life.

Best guy alive, to me (♥)

2011-11-23T23:28:00.008+08:00

A friend, willing to stay up till 3am when he has to get up at 5 or 6am the
next morning just to help you brush up and straighten your A-maths foundation,
is indeed a true friend..

No, a great brother :P

Thankyouuuuuuuu Nicholas Koh Rui Han! ^^/

Belated photos from his birthday celebration!

Hope you remain optimistic and look at life from a more positive perspective oh.
All the best for your GP and upcoming accounting papers too.

Wishes come true and stay cheerful! ●▽●
From 大姐 to 小弟!

2011-11-20T15:57:00.037+08:00

Anime Asia Festival 2011!

My virgin trip down to AFA with boyfriend on 12th November \^^/

Held @ Suntec Convention Centre and it was remarkably enjoyable!
The crowd was just insane.

Our 'Festival-Only' access tickets :)
Would have purchased 'Stage-Access' as well if I wasn't that constrained by money..

Such a pity that I had to miss LiSA and Flow's performances ٩(×̯×)۶

Anyway, first in it's 'One Piece' booth right ahead of us :D
Rows and rows of Gashapon machines, was tempted but attempted none of the first day.

Amazing 'One Piece' figurines showcase!
Gahgahgahz ●︿● how I wish I could have them all..

Thousand Sunny!

& here's my all-time favourite Roronoa Zoro! (♥ ♥ ♥)
Zoro after 2 years (left), Zoro on Grandline series (right)

Decided to hit K-on's booth first cause' I've been searching madly
for Yui phone strap and K-on goods for like asdfghjkl ^﹏^

Can't decide to settle on Yui or Mugi strap so I got myself both.. LOL.
Still love my adorable Yui most so I gave the Mugi one to my sister instead D:

Heh heh, purchased a K-on file too!
I can like buy down the whole shop can? LOL seriously..
It sucks so much to be constantly reminded that I'm not a princess LOLOL ٩(×̯×)۶

Spent 30 bucks in less than 30 minutes through the festival..

Meh. Worth it.

And of course, I paid everything myself because I refuse to touch my boyf's money.
It's just not right. Boyfriend is not equivalent to an ATM machine (-̮̮̃-̃)

Went over to the 'Card Tournament' area and searched for Robin.
Knew he'd be there. He's my classmate and FYP group-mate too by the way!

His cosplay was foreign to me cause I had no idea what that anime was haha :/
But ohwell, it's like he turned into a millionaire overnight LOL.

First time seeing him this well-dressed! (In contact lens too)
Haha banzai, it was impressive anyways :P

Hatsune Miku car for showcase!
Finally seeing it with my own eyes :O

And here's the one designed by Danny Choo!

Walked around aimlessly into every booth, still enjoying and bearing
in mind to get some myself some One Piece merchandise..
Saw a handful of outstanding cosplayers too!

Photos for sharing :D

Vocaloid Miku, Luka & D-grayman cosplay :D

That's one very very decent Tsuna! (right)

Really applaud their courage and effort spent on dressing themselves up.
Unlike me, forever low-in-cash and always overwhelmed in second thoughts haha D:

Click here to view more cosplay photos taken by yours truly :D

Absolute zero interest in the Maid or Butler's cafe.
Gave it a miss :P

Had free coffee from the Nescafe booth while waiting for own turn in the long
queue to enter one of these super popular booth. * JUMPPPPPPPPS *

One Piece, Katekyo Hitman Reborn and Fairy Tail merchandises!
Omgomgomgomg.

Took these from the preview panel outside the booth (along the queue) :D
Again.. Too many things, too little cash. How pathetic? LOL.

Bought these! Luffy badge, Zoro card sticker and One Piece mousepad ^^
Plus a huge Reborn! 'cloth-material' wallpaper for Perry's birthday present :P

Baby only got himself this! Chibi Luffy's just too cuteeeeee hehe.

Happy girl and boy's happiness peaked climax after free phototaking with Beelzebub!
Was offered this service at Animax booth. There's a free printed photo for us too!

All we got to do was just wait an hour for the photo to be printed in a batch.
Just too good to be true lo! Tee-heeeee \^^/

TADAAAAA!!
That Beelzubub infant is super cute rightttttttt! HEHEHE.
I don't know why I just had this urge to smack it hard in the head LMFAO.

(I didn't do it okay LOL)
Sadist much.

Hopped downstairs while waiting for the photo to be processed
and witnessed ourselves a hell lot more of amazing cosplayers ^‿^

KAKASHI SENSEI! ♥

This is like the best Kakashi cosplay I've ever seen in my life lo! * glad *

Stunning Hancock :D

Allen and Lavi from D-grayman!

Yata yata yatatata! There's Chunli ^^

Once again, visit here for more cosplay shots :)

Had so much fun with dear at AFA ♥ hehe.
& I actually headed down again with my sister on Sunday..
Paid for her entrance ticket, drinks and food,
got stuffs for my brother this time and mass-spent on Gashapon. Ohgod.

Traded the Luffy I've got from Gashapon for my sister's Zoro.
Attached it on my pencil case the minute I got home LOL.

MWAHAHAHAHAHA HAPPYHAPPYGIRL92 :D

Spent close to 60 or 70 bucks in total. Well worth!
I strongly encourage and recommend people to try out such events if you
happen to have any interest in animes.. No regrets and it's truly addictive!

LOL. Honest!

Well that's all I have for now :P
Be back real soon for more updates, take care! \^^/

2011-10-23T01:37:00.010+08:00

(Source: quotes4love)

Love knows no reasons,
love knows no lies.
Love defies all reasons,
love has no eyes.
But love is not blind,
love sees but doesn't mind.

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(♥)

I had, and still have..
Overwhelming reasons to not deserve many things and people in my life.

To have everything I need, an ordinary brain, common-looking appearance,
great family, terrific boyfriend, good friends..

I'm blessed and sincerely thankful to be this fortunate
where in actual fact I'm quite a mess myself.

With the uncountable screwed up news I wake up to see everyday.
Mentally twisted, immoral, cynical, corrupted, selfish and vile people..

Way too many.

I wish for change.
But what am I to do and who am I to judge, when I'm just another not-so-intelligent
being who loses significance just as easily when thrown in with billions of the rest..?

I can only live my life right, make it a meaningful journey and learn.
Learn how to truly cherish and rightfully treat the people around me who treats me right.

Learn.

2011-10-12T16:14:00.004+08:00

依然愛你 "Still In Love With You" - 王力宏 Wang Leehom (Cover)

Totally loved the music video Wongfu Productions produced for Wang LeeHom.
Creative raw talents, the three guys that is :)

I love the song so much I actually attempted a sloppy cover.
Just a humble attempt. ٩(●̮̮̃•̃)۶

Direct yourself here cause I still,
refuse to insert a pause button for my auto-looped blog songs LOL.

Stubborn much I know :)

Ciaossu! \^^/

2011-10-08T21:01:00.011+08:00

Kagura & Kamui Casual Photoshoot @ Chinese Garden :)

Wokay!

So I went to Chinese Garden with Dingting and Jasmin for a casual photoshoot
on Dingting's birthday :P & Jasmin one's right on the following day!

Bought cakes from 'The Icing Room' with boyfriend after meeting him for breakfast (♥) ^^/
I'm too financially crippled for any proper presents now ٩(×̯×)۶
This doesn't happen often but yea.. I'm glad they loved the cakes though :D

Anyway! It was a great morning spent with love,
headed over to Bedok to meet Dingting (as always she's late again LOL),
and trained down to Chinese Garden to meet up with Jasmin.

The weather was being extremely mean with the scorching sun declaring war
with our skin cells ._. not that bad after reaching the stone boat with shelter though ^^/

Getting started :D
Busy with their make-ups while I meddled with the palettes and lashes LOL.
Mountain turtle much, but I've never seen that much makeup products in my life LOLOL :O

SO YES, I tried on fake lashes for the first time and it turned out pretty freaky lmfao.
I had to wink cause I only had one side of the lash on after like 10 minutes .___.
Fail, I know right but okay makeup is just so not my thing..

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Birthday song, celebrated and we finally began with the shoot!
All shots by yours truly :)

Exhausting, but worthwhile and enjoyable!
Felt so glad and accomplished that both of em' loved the shots dearly \^^/

Visit here for rest of the album :)
Feel free to use the photos but please extract with full credits under my name.

By the way the pretty red hat belongs to Dingting :)
I barely own any fancy accessories. Just so you know .__.

Was on our way home infront of the security post when I saw this
man approaching and trying to get really close to me...
Dingting and Jasmin were strolling behind.

My natural instinct was like:

* walls up *, all hostile:

"WHAT?"

I know I was ultra mean but I really ain't friendly to strangers ٩(-̮̮̃-̃)۶
(I need to learn.)

Assuming that I couldn't / was unwilling to help him,
he walked towards Dingting and asked if they could converse in mandarin.

Foreign worker from China, with another 6 (+/-) of his friends few steps up.

So the story goes like this.........

The security guard in the security house was an Indian woman,
and they were trying to inquire if she knew where was the exact spot
their brother (friend) was last located after committing suicide from the 7-storey pagoda.

Jasmin and I was like OHMAHGAWD and were slightly disturbed
by the news because the pagoda was just right in front of us.. Damn.

Only then I realized all of em' were dressed in either black or white.
Yes sincerely, I felt really sorry and wished I was kinder when he approached me.

Didn't manage to help much in the end cause the guard on duty literally knew nothing -__-
Condolences to their lost friend..

* sigh *

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Well with all that aside,
I've fruitfully, aimlessly wasted 5 weeks of my holiday.

One final week, give it all out for the final semester.
& ta-da. A diploma graduate. How time flies.

"People will hate you, rate you, shake you, and break you.
How strong you stand is what makes you."

Grateful to all who have been supportive, there and true. (♥)

Till then and be back soon guys :)

2011-09-27T00:41:00.012+08:00

Sweet serendipity.

Words can never fully express what's contained in me.

I never got a chance to experience what is it like to be a choice,
cause this guy here is always, always placing me as his priority.
I'm really thankful, and grateful for everything dear. Happy 8th! (♥)

So yes, life's been unbearably busy and tiring, yet greatly enjoyable.
I'm getting lesser sleep than I am when it's holiday lolol terrible me D:

Help my mum and aunt in the morning, out in the noon with friends till night
or work on my final year project in school, then game till unearthly hours when I'm back.

More or less a routine.

Enjoyment aside, I have depressing issues to worry for.
Received my semester's results with absolute disappointment ٩(×̯×)۶

Really envy students who can't be fucked about their results,
and those smart and diligent ones who are way up there with GPA like 3.7 to 3.9.

People like me who gives a damn, works for it and are still (GPA 3.2 to 3.5),
in the middle of nowhere have nowhere to belong cause my family ain't rich,
and private or overseas university can never be an option.

So much worries for my bleak future.

I actually have way more stuffs to blabber and update on,
but I'm just too unmotivated for the time being D:

Shall end off with a happy boy and girl nomnom-ing on their icecream ◕ ‿ ◕

Taken during Roy's belated birthday celebration. Had steamboat @ Bugis!

I actually spent 20 bucks for excessive fries, springrolls and crabsticks there LOL T.T

Hope you like the black 'KACHINGZXC' punching fist present anyway! $____$
Hahahah looking forward to the upcoming mahjong session with em' this Friday :)

And also movie once again with the usual basketball people tomorrow yay! \^^/
Johnny English by Rowan Atkinson. There's no way I'm missing him heh heh.

Shall be back again when I'm more in the blogging mood.
Meanwhile take care, till then and be back soon guys!

Cheers!

2011-09-10T00:12:00.004+08:00

(Source: houseoftheyoung)

You are just not as simple or innocent as you exhibit yourself to be.
You know it.

We don't have enough middle fingers to let you know how we feel.
Cause all that really mattered is how or what YOU felt.

A word for you,
who have been deliberately or 'unintentionally' trying to
ruin or distant our friendship with the rest,

"I speak my mind, if that takes me a bitch, so be it."

For all I know,
I wouldn't behave like you did then or now even if I were in your fucking shoes.

Fact.
Screw that. Screw you.

2011-09-09T20:37:00.010+08:00

Another splendid day out with dearest (♥) ^^

I'm temporary barred from wearing any contact lens due to eyes infection ):

Occurred since like a month ago.. Especially towards late afternoons / evening,
my eyes will start releasing substantial amount of green discharge on the inner corners.
Got forced to consult a doctor by my mum after much sermon,
and yes I'm under medication naooooo ٩(×̯×)۶

Hope it recovers soon cause' specs are really giving me an abundant lot of inconvenience.

Anyway, happy me finally got my ramen craving settled at last today !
Heh heh. BANZAI!

That's my silly boy's share.

Ajisen Ramen noodles never fails to provide that chewy pleasure.
Somehow disappointed with the soup cause it tasted kinda overly flavorsome.
Bad combination of sourness and saltiness, but it was still good anyway heh-heh \^^/

Soooo many huge cravings.. Shit.
I better exercise and prevent my tummy from getting too flabby LOLOL.

Short travel down from Tampines to Expo for The Games Xpo (TGX) 2011.

Reasonable crowd, not that badly congested with humans :P
A handful of Alienware laptops available for trial gamings, and usual,
reknowned games like DotA, LoL, HoN, Blackshot etc were notably featured.

We had enough of Alienware after trying to sell it for 4 days on IT fair..
So it's nothing new or fresh to us anymore haha ¯\(°_o)/¯

Covered like half the hall and settled down on the seats at the official gaming
arena, broadcasting live games competed by gamers of the qualifying teams.

Heroes of Newerth.
Followed by 2 of my favorites:

Defense of the Ancients. ☺

And Blackshot! ︻┳═一
Really really impressive FPS players.
Met the clans that me and baby brushed against with a couple of times online.

Every game competed by far were pretty one sided.
Defeats the thrill and excitement sadly.. ٩(×̯×)۶

Shall head down again on Sunday cause Dingting would be cosplaying ^^

Silly boy who never fails to take meticulous care of this clumsy me.

All in all, another long, enjoyable loving day out with boyf :)
Love ya ♥ ^^

Till then and be back soon!

2011-09-08T19:45:00.006+08:00

"The point is, we don't choose who we fall in love with."

New haircut and hair color! ^^ It's chest length now.
Went for a really light brown but it still turned out kinda dark eh?
Haha I really abhor my hair's deep black roots sometimes.

But ohwell, I'm pleased with the overall outcome!
The hairdresser almost tripped on my hair when she walked over D:
TOO MASSIVELY FLOODED WITH BLACK BLACK HAIR BALLS LMAO.

It's been like almost 3 years since I last visited the salon.
So unexpected of them to still remember me and receive special treatments!

HEHEHE. \^^/

Have been splurging recklessly with my silly boy recently too.
Clothes, pants, shoes, bag.. Ahhhh. Life's good when you have money to spend.

Totally totally.
So much for slogging like dogs for four grueling days :P

So you see I'm an epitome of a broke person now..
How to even survive on such meager savings hahaha I have no idea D:
Shall be thrifty and start conserving for real needs and necessity.

Feels great to be doing this once in an exceptionally long while anyway :)

Till then and be back soon!
Ciaos!

2011-08-26T13:43:00.002+08:00

HAHA :O HEY GUYS! * WAVES WILDLY *
It's been another month since I last updated muahahah D:
Will be doodling on this space more regularly since it's holiday now ^^

Check out my Tumblr since I'm reblogging like everyday haha.

Anyway photo above's taken at STGCC 2011 :P

Been photographing for such cosplay and random events.
Shall do a proper post on that and on Street Fest real soon :)
Once I've finished editing all the photos that is heh heh.

Photos like these:

And a whole lot more.

Posted my album on cosplay forum and on Facebook's event page
so these cosplayers can actually find and tag themselves :P

& yes if you're wondering, that's Dingting and Jasmin with their Gintama cosplay group ^^

Honestly feel that huge sense of satisfaction and accomplishment when people
compliment my photography skills and use em' as their profile pictures.

Heheheh. Always utterly delighted when that happens \^^/
Time to start saving for a good and proper DSLR soon!
Thank god Roy managed to slot me and baby in for the upcoming Comex Fair :D

1st to 4th September @ Suntec Convention Hall.
SALES PROMOTER LEY. Good money I guess (I hope!).
Provided I get to sell a whole bunch of desktops/laptops haha :P

Anyway, totally regretted giving Natsu Matsuri a miss cause Joe feedback-ed
that it was an absolute blast ): ROARRRRRRRRR.

Imma get my own yukata and attend next year!

All in all, life's been good except that my mum still refuses to loosen
her stringent supervision on me despite the fact that I'm already 19.
Talked or rather argued about it, and I guess I managed to knock a little sense
into her to trust my maturity to judge from what's right or wrong.

Come on man, I'm not gonna have sex and have a baby.
There are way better things to do and experience in life,
and virginity is only for the one who's gonna get that ring on my finger.

I hope she gets me, sigh.

Times with baby's been splendid, probably the best boyf anyone could ever find.

Hahahah ♥ cheeky boy.

School assignment's bothersome and tiring as usual.
Have got to work on my final year project regardless of this 6 weeks break.

Looking forward to so many things this holiday..
Like basketball with dearest banana and the macphersoncc dudes,
IT fair, photographing, recording covers, meeting up with the clique etc :)

Presentation to client in school later.
That's all I've got to blabber for now :P

Till then and be back soon ^^

2011-07-22T16:33:00.004+08:00

stupendiferotacular:

I dont want someone to love me like Edward loves Bella.
I dont want someone to love me like a fat kid loves cake.
I dont want someone to love me like Romeo loves Juliet.
I dont want any of that ;;

I want someone to love me, like Severus Snape loved Lily Potter.

2011-07-10T16:05:00.012+08:00

Just came back from a long run nearby my house hehe!

And I'm busy busy busy like bumble bee LOL.
Sounds so corny and old-fashioned, I know right haha.
Despite having plenty lot of things to handle,
I still got to find time to exercise and keep fit nonetheless!

Look at my red baboon-ass like cheek D:

Got a target with Yingying and Qianhui to lose 3kg by 1st of August hehe :O
I'm struggling can? LOL.
I ran on Monday in school and got myself terrible aches the following day.
Over-strained myself with 75 situps, 25 crunches and 20 pushups after.. So long -___-

So horrible that you can't even straighten your back and tummy, you gotta slouch LOL D:

#FAIL

Today's a whole lot better since I warmed up and my aches subsided.
Ran non-stop for 15 rounds continuously, got an ice-cold mineral water nearby,
fast walked another 4 rounds and sprinted the last round \^.^/

But that park's like pea-sized small .__.
1 round is like only 200 metres long? Mehhhh.
Shall catch some breath, rest a little more and continue with sit-ups and crunches :)

It's amazing how I used to do 54 sit-ups within a minute, and 2.4km in 13 minutes.
My stamina declined way too pathetically much can. So much that I can cry ):
I don't wish to break my 4 years streak of 'Gold' record in secondary school.

Training back hard, and napfa imma pawn you kay.
For the boys out there especially, train hard!

Take care and till then people ^^

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See? I don't need to even lift a finger or open my mouth.
Already, karma's hitting you this hard in the face .
Enjoy.

2011-06-26T23:09:00.015+08:00

130601 - 3A12 Class Gathering

Nobody seemed the slightest interested to spare time for an outing.
We even suggested to donate the class funds to charity .__.

Haha yea, that's just how extreme it is.
Not until somebody suggested to have the gathering at our tutor's house haha.

Well it was a rather enjoyable one though ^^
Headed there earlier with my FYP group mates and Pearlyn for PS3.
Had trouble finding the inaccessible condominium (maybe it's just us LOL),
waited for the rest to arrive and we had barbecue for dinner!

Started the fire and threw basketball around with the guys.
Saw this cute doggy popping out it's head while we were busy
shooting the ball into a pathetic cardboard box.. LOL.

Our personal tutor with his adorable daughterrrrrrrr.
Hehe so cute and lovable, I know right!

Jiaying hooking her attention with kiddo videos online :P

FYP groupmates!
(minus one....) :/

With Pearlyn! \(^.^)/

Back in the house!

And we celebrated Jiaying's birthday LOL :O

Meh, it's actually for the July babies in advance (:
18th July and 19th July! Heheheh.

She just couldn't take her eyes off the cake :P
She even started drooling lo! Gahhhhhhhhhhhhh.
I wanna pinch her face so badly but I was afraid I'd hurt her tender cheek D:
Overly rugged, I must start learning how to be gentle and motherly
to benefit me in future la meh. LOLOLOLOL.

Banzai \(^.^)/

3A12.
Homed with the some of the girls and yada, that's about it (:
Huge thanks to Mr Martin for the time, money and effort spent on everything!

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Random:

I think I mentioned this before but imma say it one more time.
& change it a little.

"There are times in your life where you'd come to realize:
who really matters, who never did, and who always will."

My back's now tough enough to withstand uninvited jabs.
Your backbites won't work, and you ought to do some serious self reflection.
Just so you know.

2011-06-26T01:26:00.003+08:00

Cosfest X.1 with Dingting!
Saw a handful of really impressive cosplays :D
Especially that Korean guy who cosplayed as Ace from One Piece.

Ohmygod seriously. * faints *
Catch me please, somebody? LOL .____.

Regretfully, we went there with our pathetic phone cameras and
got ourselves utterly disappointing quality kind of photos ):
MEH, but ohwell this was my favourite photo of the day ^^

Twinnies from Ouran High School!
Hehe these two girls are really stunning in real life.

Dingting or rather Claireeeeee w/ Ao No Exorcist cosplayers :)

Plenty of other pretty faces..
And also a tad bit of disappointing cosplays..
Meowmeow anyway, I bought these 2 fan-art Zoro and Luffy-kun bookmarks!

HEHEHEHEHEHEHE * smiles widely *
Plus a Kakashi badge too! Hurrayyyyyyyy \(^.^)/

Imma very very, extremely happy girl ^^

Y A Y \(^.^)/

2011-06-15T01:11:00.001+08:00

4 long days of work with mah silly boy.
Thanks for taking such great care of me when I was pathetically sick
and so overwhelmed by fatigue from the long hours of standing..

Thanks bibi ❤ (:

2011-06-09T00:19:00.001+08:00

"Till you walk a mile in my shoes and go through some of the things
I have been through, you will never understand why I am the way I am."

& people who choose to judge after listening to only one side of the story
are simply plain gullible or just ridiculously immature.

Hideous, and wholly disgusting.
Just get the fuck off.

Yes you.

I ain't gonna do anything to ease the unjust that I'm comprehending,
cause' one day you're just gonna ruin yourself.
I'm looking forward to that.

Screw that in your dirty, dense mind.

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I have a whole bunch of things to update, but ohwell.
I'm getting swallowed up by unstoppable lot fun and work.

Final year project's really tough.
Gotta buck up real hard ):

On a lighter note, it's 3 long weeks of holiday now!
Been gaming madly and catching up a lot of one piece hehe.
I'm only left with less than 100 episodes to the latest release! ^^

Been jamming recently on weekends too (:
Was invited to be the vocalist for the band my classmate gathered.

Nice and talented people, all from SP by the way! :D
Feel so incompetent cause all I do is just open my damn mouth
while they strum the guitars or hit the drums with much effort and passion.

Rwahhhhhhhhh D:
I hope we train up till we're great enough for gigs and stuffs heheh ^^

Been spending plenty much of awesome quality time with my silly boy
ever since he came back from his overseas internship also ♥.
Nothing beats having your loved ones right beside you (:

Anyway, it's four straight days of work down @ Suntec's IT Fair later.
Come visit me if you need some dell desktops or lappies oh heheheh! ^^

Till then, take care and happy holiday!

2011-05-09T23:43:00.003+08:00

Thanks for sticking so tightly with me even through my toughest times.
Every single time, there's nothing more I can say other than thank you and I love you.

I love you boy.
Thanks for everything ♥

2011-04-23T00:21:00.008+08:00

Hello minasan :D It's been another long while!
First week of school and I only attended 3 days :O
Which means four days worth of long holiday ahead!

Thursday's two hour lesson's been shifted to Monday 5-7pm.
I'd rather stay a little later and get a non-schooling day in return hehe.
There's still this ridiculous 5 hours break every Friday though..

Ughhhhhh.. Complete waste of time.

Anyway, plenty lot of stuffs happened in these 2 weeks :O

Bought this adorable dress last week with tanqianhui and ongjiangjiang,
but I've totally no guts and enough backbone to wear it out zz LOL -.-

Fail much huh, FML HAHA MEH T___T

My Facebook and Hotmail account was hijacked by some lifeless freak for some silly Texas Poker game. Thankfully I managed to retrieve both accounts thanks to Hotmail's efficiency after providing a massive lot of relevant personal account information T_T

THANK YOU. Seriously.
Can't afford losing those two accounts.. Meh.

My laptop failed on me again for the third time ):
Using dear's lappy now cause he has another netbook. Thanks bi ♥

Final year project's already in progress :O Not officially yet though!
Phewwwwwwwwww * wipes sweat *
Just so glad and relieved everybody got their desired groupings w/o having to sacrifice anybody.

Got a handful of souvenirs from those who just came back from overseas internship :D
Photos for sharing:

Domo cards and a monkey keychain from quekyuanyi ahma!
Hehe thankyou! :)

& a hand-sewed monkey keychain from my silly boy! ^^
Coming from the only child in the family who doesn't attempt any chores at all,
I must say it's genuinely impressive and well done for a first timer D:

Can't imagine how many times you pricked your fingers while getting this done..
Really appreciate and love it extremely muchhhh. Thanks dear! ♥

This is from ongzenghui, my dearest son who came back from Macau before the start of my internship :D Had a really pleasant day at ongjiangjiang's place the other day! ^^

Lastly, got this from Roy today in return for passing him his birthday present LMAO.
It's been belated for like 7 months already LOLLL. So hard to even meet him around :O
& he gave me this pretty pin he bought at US like around 7 months ago too LOLOLLLLL.

Had an awesome Mahjong session today @ Perry's place together w/ him and my boy!

BEEN SUCH A LONG WHILE SINCE I CARESSED SOME TILES LOLLLLLLLLL.
Fortunately, luckily and thankfully we played small, else I would have lost like 60 bucks!
& that badass royleeboobtit would have won hundred over dollars.

HAHA NO WAY MANNNNNN T____T

Lucky and Lexie have aged quite a little since the last time I've seen em'.
This is Lexie that I'm carrying :D The mama of two!

& Loli and Lola have grown up till so hugeeeeee.
Even much chubbier than their mum and dad! :O
Forgot to snap some photos of them ): SOON SOON!

The next session would be on Labour's Day HEHEHEHE! :P
* anticipates eagerly * LOL.

Gonna meet 2e1'o6 people tmrw @ East Coast Park!
It's been quite awhile T.T Gotta do some catching ups tmrw! :)

Be well and take care all :D
Till then! (:

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"Sometimes, being scared is okay. Because in some cases,
fear is the only thing that saves you from doing something foolish."

2011-04-10T22:20:00.004+08:00

Hey guys!
It's weekend and I'm updating again! Hehehe :D
Another long, wordy post - bear with me people!

It's tough to believe my internship is actually coming to an end :O
200 hours, 25 days - That's 5 entire, solid weeks on my attachment already!
One last one to go, brace yourselves up people!
We're gonna nail this dreadful 6 weeks in just abit :/

Anyway!
Tada tada tada! Here are some of my colleagues! Hehehe.
Insanely forthcoming, open and easy-going people.
Somehow, really grateful I've got posted there LOL.

Snapped some photos cause it's the last day of attachment for the girl from RP.

& I have no idea why Malcolm made that silly face LOL.
Still short of.. Two other male colleagues and my boss!
Shall take one with em' before I leave the company hehe :D

It's really wild haha :x I don't think anybody could chat so openly
with your entire company and enjoy it without fear at the same time LOLLLL.

They've been addressing me as "AHBOON" or "CINDY" already lmaoooo.
Just so hilarious and amazing how they can relate my names to the things
and events that happened to their company some time ago.

Fated la hor? Hahaha :D

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Anyway, AGAIN T_T
Some deep, disheartening thoughts even when I'm lying on bed trying to get a short nap D:
That just occurred few minutes ago and here I am blogging already bwahahaha.
It actually bothered me so much into me that it killed my sleepiness.

Ughhhhhhh. Can't stop being so negative.
I'm a very negative person to begin with anyway.
Probably because I grew up too abnormally LOL -___-

This internship really made me reflect and ponder hard on my future.
Plus my JC friends.. Not being called up or rejected by their choices..
Really just. Made me fear so much for my bleak future haha.

I need more self-dicipline seriously :/

Just loosened up for one semester..
& my cumulative GPA went crumbling down to 3.4 ):
Shall try to attain perfect GPAs for the upcoming semesters again IF I CAN.
Well, it's mad tough cause luck and effort only comes together nicely once in a long while.

For what I wanna do in future, keep going forward peiwen. GOGOZ.

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Hehehe.

This silly boy is only left with 100yuan to survive through his last week in China -.-
* pokes you real hard * Woi, seriously I don't know how are you gonna survive..

See la see la. Spend spend spend LOL :O
Wanna see you real soon :) Get back safely in one piece hor.
Not even a strand of hair missing okay LOLLLLL HEHEHE ♥.
Imma count okay LOL ZZZ :P

Till then and be back soon people!
Gambatehhhhhhhhhhhhhhzxczxczxcxzcxxzcxz :D

2011-04-03T20:45:00.015+08:00

The Greatest Irony of Love;

"Loving the right person at the wrong time,
having the wrong person when the time is right
and finding out you love someone right after
that person walks out of your life.

And sometimes, you think you're already over a person,
but when you see them smile at you,
you'll suddenly realize that you're just pretending
to be over them just to ease the pain of knowing that
they will never be yours again.

For some, they think that letting go is one way
of expressing how much they love that person...
in my opinion, some are afraid to see the one they love
being held by someone else.

Most relationships tend to fail not because
of the absence of love. Love is always present.
It's just that one was being loved too much and the
other was being loved too little.

As we all know that the heart is the center of the body
but it beats on the left. maybe that's the reason
why the heart is not always right.

Most often we fall in love with the person we think we love
but to only discover that for them
we are just for passing time, while the one who truly
loves us remains either a friend or a stranger.

So here's a piece of advice;
Let go when you're hurting too much.
Give up when love isn't enough.
And move on when things are not like before.

It's certain. There is someone out there,
who will love you even more."

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Saw this from vanvan's blog.
Just how true can this get.

Still..
I feel apologetic that you came to this dull, lifeless course because of me.

Thanks for holding on so tightly.
Waiting, and letting go twice was.. More than enough.
Love is an just understatement to express how dear you are to me now.

WHY ONLY THIS PHOTO?
Cause' that's the only one we took before he left for China ):

Ughhhhhhh, 2 more weeks (:
Can't wait for you to be back heh heh. ♥

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Anyway!
Went out for a late lunch today @ Ajisen with Nicholas Kohhhhhhhh (RUIHAN) LOL.
This big boy'd be entering and pledging a loyal 2 years to army in two days' time!

HEHE hope you enjoyed the treat oh .__.
Least we could do for you before you go sparkly-ly botak!

Bwahahaha * CHINGGGGGZ *
Stay strong and be well in there yoz! ^^

Finally bought my earpiece too! OHMAN, can finally finally enjoy music pleasantly.
Broke mine cause I rolled it under my computer chair MEH.... -.-
Got myself a sonicgear headphone but it only lasted me for two pathetic days LOL.

So I nabbed my aunt's unused phone's earpiece and it's totally.. Of horrifying quality LOL T.T
But still, I used it for 2 weeks cause I'd get so exhausted and sluggish
by the time work ends, & would just head straight back home for a good night rest D:

Bought 2 pretty tops too ^^
BEEN SO LONG SINCE I BOUGHT A NEW TOP :O
Hehe, just like that. 85$ vanished in 2 hours!

* pooooofs! *

LOLLLLLLLLLLLLZ.
So much for shopping (or splurging), once in a long while -___-
I'm getting my pay tmrw too! (Yay) hehehe ^^

Take care and be well all!
Till then (:

2011-03-26T12:02:00.023+08:00

Or through here or here cause my blog songs are an ass, hehe.

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It's amazing how I survived three weeks of internship :O
Hang on there guys ): We're halfway through!

Ya'know, I realized it's really crucial to get a job/career that I'd enjoy doing.
Honestly I kinda regretted not putting in enough effort to source for companies D:

Staring at the screen incessantly for 8 hours a day is totally not my thing.
Gaming is different, because that's something I take pleasure in doing.
It's ridiculous how I yearn for the day to end when it barely even started.

Everyday.. Monday to Friday that is.
Ughhh, enduring through office hours is just that painful and depressing.
My colleagues are nice, pleasant people though, don't get me wrong.

I just don't wish for a mundane life like this.
Let alone a career in future that's close enough to anything like that.
I'd rather do something I enjoy, or find meaning in even if it means a less rewarding pay.

I thought I was fond of accounting. Mistake.
I thought 'business' was the appropriate track to go for.
Yet again I've proven myself so wide off the mark.

Certainly gonna make my choice wisely when it comes to university.
No time and strength left to face another regret..

I enjoy doing stuffs that requires interaction, communication AND movement.
Seriously, I just can't sit still like a zombie for one entire day..

More of motivating, teaching and facilitating for me.
That's unquestionably the things I enjoy doing :/

Capable enough? Ohwell. No idea.

Anyway, imma down with slight flu now .___.
Shall go have a good weekend rest and catch up on some animes!

Be well and till then guys!

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The second 24th (:
Silly him sang and recorded this in China and sent it over near midnight.
LOL meh and yea, I felt like I needed to do something..
So I recorded one too, mixed the two files together and sent it back.

LOLLLLLLL.
I know this sounds mad childish and absurd.. But ohwell!

LOVE IS BLINDDDDDDDD.

"If love is blind, why do I see you so clearly now?"
Heck what the others have in mind or got to say.
You keep me going boy, thanks for everything. ♥

2011-03-12T04:40:00.020+08:00

First week of internship!

My nerves really overwhelmed me, but thankfully everything went pretty smoothly D:
Really glad and consoling that my colleagues are all nice, friendly people! (:

Anyway, my boss just gave me 2 weeks to come up with a business plan and proposal.
Stressed much huh? Haha. Really worried that I'd screw things up.
Not a smart person by nature, and that sucks haha .__.

CONFIDENCE PEIWEN, GOGO.
Really surprised he actually graded me distinction for this week.
I mean.. I felt like I haven't really done enough to deserve that? :/

Ahh, really keeping my fingers crossed for the next 5 weeks.
Working life seriously ain't enjoyable.

& I've got you.
To cheer me on whenever I'm down, in trouble or in pain.
Thank you so much ♥ (:

Celebrated Zhicong's 19th @ Tampines yesterday (:
A simple one, hope you enjoyed it bro! Be happy alright!
Gotta find someone who'd reciprocate and cherish you as much!

Kinda lazy to elaborate on, photos for sharing ^^

Had an awesome time gossiping, cam-whoring, and catching up with these people (:
Can't wait for the upcoming chalet in like May or June! HEHE :D

This silly boy's overseas for internship.
Haha, life's really miserable and meaningless when you ain't around.
& when things suck, it just pains so doubly hard without you by my side.

I'd stay strong for just you.

Stay warm, healthy and well there boy.
35 more days ♥.

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Timecheck: 4am!

Basketball with Kexin Alex & the macpherson boys @ fengshanCC later in the morning.
Shall go snuggle up on mah bed and have some good rest :P

Another lousily attempted cover.
I needa stand up while recording next time for better articulation :/

MEH. I setted my blog songs to autoplay and I refuse to disable anything for this..
So it's gonna clash with my blog songs if you're gonna play this here haha.

Just click on the youtube button below the terribly
pixelated preview pic & it'll lead you somewhere else :O

Till then!

2011-02-23T14:00:00.007+08:00

Mah sumo brotherrrrrrrrr, hurhur.
Love him lots ♥

& somebody so dear did this to me LOLOL.
OHMANNNNNNN. I LIKE IT BUT YOU KNOW? HAHA TSK.

* pokes you real hard * hehehe :P

And nonono, I haven't been neglecting this space.
I've been checking back regularly everyday bwahahaha :P

Down with assignments and tests this entire month, and it's exam week now D:
But here I am again (: updating when I'm supposed to be mugging for my last paper.

HURHUR.
Just can't seem to motivate or push myself to start on anything.
It's a freaking 8 credits module and I'm having no sense of urgency.
At all. Seriously. I couldn't believe myself either.

Loathsome attitude. MAX.
PEIWENNNNNNNNNNNNN ZZZ -.-

Have been really cranky lately too.
Been terribly deprived of sleep and I'm seriously looking forward
to a well-deserved rest before my itp starts in 2 weeks' time.

I DON'T LOOK FORWARD TO THAT 6 WEEKS AT ALL.
NO ):

Gonna do so badly for this semester. Honest.
I had an amazing time procrastinating .___.
and Imma so doomed now, hehehe.

I guess I'm gonna see the first 2.XX in my GPA this time.
Ohwell, time to study time to study time to study.

Till then!

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Anywayyyyyyyy, MOOFY YOU.
Thankyouuuuuuuu ♥ For these (:

I'm gonna try to stay mentally sane for 6 weeks.
How slowly is time gonna pass by..
Really, this sucks big time.

*inserts sad face*
Time with you is never enough.

2011-02-03T16:15:00.005+08:00

(") (") (") *(")
( ^_^ ) ( ^_^ )
(Ö) (Ö) (Ö) (Ö)
Gongxi Gongxi!

Happy lunar new year guys! (:
May all of you be healthy, well and blessed!

Haven't got much relatives in Singapore..
So hmmm, my angpao counts are kinda pathetic actually :P

But ohwell, it's the joy of reunion that counts aye!
So eagerly looking forward to tmrw, yeahhhhhhh!
I'd get to see you, and everybody else hehe! (:

Invited my lovely clique over for reunion tmrw morning.
Could also say it's a house-warming at my new house ba ^^
Can't wait for them to help me clear these containers of snacks haha!
& we'd head over to Qianhui's house in the noon for more anticipated funnn!

Teeheez :P
Meanwhile people, please do take care of your health too alright!
All the irresistible yummy, heaty snacks bwahaha LOL.

Have an awesome lunar new year with your loved ones!
Till then! (:

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I guess it's really hard to explain..
Or to get you guys to truly understand.
It's something. Completely out of my control..

& when it happens, it just happens.

I'm fully aware how quickly everything happened.
And if you question me, for the first time, second or even the third.
I'd tell you again and again and again,

that I'm feeling true and sincere from the bottom of my heart.
Because I really do.

2011-01-30T12:05:00.003+08:00

"My greatest blessing,
was finding you. ♥

Thank you for picking me up,
Thank you for coming after me,
Thank you for loving me.. So unconditionally.

How could I neglect someone..
Who was always just.
Right there in front of me?

I could never be more thankful, grateful to you..
Because you deserve so much more.

Than a weak, worthless and screwed up person like me,
with an awfully messed up life and background.

Boy, I can never thank you enough..
Thank you for being here, for just me.

I love you so much.
So insanely much. ♥"

2011-01-30T12:01:00.002+08:00

How am I going to survive for 6 weeks? ):

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Hey guyyyyyyyyyys!
I'm back again teeheez (:

It's been a long, pressurizing and restless week.
Been suffocated with a whole load of assignments..
Was so utterly relieved when I cleared 2 of em' on Friday.

Seriously.
It isn't the least bit fun to stay awake for almost entire 2 days.
I can feel my body breaking down so terribly inside out.

Ughhhhh, sickening experience :/
Glad I managed to pull through, thanks to you (:

Shall cast these workload far far behind, build up the festive mood
and imma get so ready for chinese new year roarrrrrzxc.

ANGPAO MANZ, $$$$$$$$$!
Speaking of red packets LOL.. -.-

Was out with 2e1 people for NTU's talk @ Suntec Convention Centre.
& we saw this 财神 handing out red packets on our way for lunch.

So being a typical Singaporean aunty, I got myself one lololol -.-
And guess what, damn it LOL. I got myself this suite of pretty numbers.

5678?!
Among like so many in the basket.. OHWELL.
I guess that's just me and my depressing luck haha.

Anyway, saw this rabbit competition in the mall? LOL ZZZ.
I never knew a rabbit can grow up to such monstrous size.
Almost the size of an average sized dog.. Jaw dropping seriously!

OR AM I JUST SUAKU AGAIN, MEH.

Doesn't look any indifferent in this photo I guess.
BUT IT WAS REALLY GOD DAMN HUGE I SWEAR.

& I think I need to get a hold of myself.
I seriously think my body is too pathetically weak.

Tsk. Hope I wasn't too much of a burden to you .__.
Home safe and dry after a long exhausting day (:

Can't wait for new year to arrive HEHEZ!
Take care and till then people!

2011-01-21T01:55:00.010+08:00

It's an indescribable feeling. You gave me..
I falter and get drowned too easily by overwhelming fear and memories.
But somehow, I didn't felt it was just mere coincidence.
I'm clueless. Helpless. To whether it's right or wrong.

Ugh, this sucks.
You know.

2.08am,
Insomnia much.
Thankyou. For everything.

2011-01-18T19:15:00.001+08:00

(An unbearably long, joyful post)

At lasttttttttttt! My internet connection's up! :D
Hehehe, it's been pure torture to be disconnected from the virtual world for days :/

Love and (definitely will) cherish my lovely new house! Hehe.
Nothing big or grand. Just a comfortable, average sized
4 room flat that we can finally, proudly call home to (:

Everything's in, new and sparkling clean yoz!
Mum and aunt's still trying to save up to finish furnishing up the house, heh.

AND OHYEA MANZ LOL.
My mum showed me this while she was busy unpacking
and unloading stuffs into her wardrobe.

COME ON. Make a guess my loyal readers.
Which one's me, and which one's my 12 year old sister?
Damn this insane, uncanny resemblance LOLOLOL.

Even I was taken aback myself.
Hahhhhhhhh-hhhhha.

& WOI, don't try-dah cheat by squinting your eyes on the nametag leh >:(
(To those who did), HAVE SOME SPORTSMANSHIP WILL YOU? LOL.

I'm the one on the (highlight) LEFT! :D
TEEHEEZ.

Now compare and contrast.
Don't I look like a pure-win mushroom headed noob 12 years ago LOL.
Don't tell me I still look like one now, Imma not listening LOLLLLLLL.

I CAN READ MINDS YO, YOU EVIL PEOPLE HAHAHA :P

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HMMM anyway, speaking of my mum..
She's been helpless bout' me being so terribly clumsy LOL.

I designed an awesome dent for the new refrigerator in the living room
while carrying this trolley into the kitchen's storeroom for her.

Not very visible though, but still..
Ya' know when it's close up huh... LOL.

* BAAAAMZ *

Myself: * stones on the spot * AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.
Mum: O_____O ?
Myself: AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.
Mum: * Gives F5 face * YOU #&@*#(&@(*#&@(#&~ LOLOLOL.
Myself: AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.

Seriously, I wasn't trying to infuse any dramatic/imaginary effects into you guys.
It was honestly like that please. LOLOL MEOW.

Not only that,

I banged my feet into the edge of the living room's glass table,
I didn't know how to set the new fan to rotate to my direction......
& I baamed my head onto the ladder that leds to the upper deck of the bed
while placing my spectacles underneath.. I MEAN REAL HARD, BAAMZ -____-

Now there's a huge bunbun on my head that still hurts pretty bad occasionally.
Imma praying that it doesn't cause any concussion huh .___.

I'm stupid and dumb enough.. I admit this LOL.

'Spiced up' my new bed with these! TADA :D
Received these presents for my birthday last year hehe.

The white doggy's from Roy, Andrew and Jinrong.
The brown one's from Weichard.
The monkey's from Kaiquan HEHE.

& I placed the photoframe 2e1 siblings gave me on my work desk's shelf!
NICE HOR HEHE. I'm. An. Extremely. Intensely. Tidy. Person. Period.
It kills almost instantly to see my things being messed up D:

The black bunny toy's a gift my sister got me from China :3
Pink Nike water bottle and monkey wire strap from dearest Lim Kexin! ♥
& see the cute monkey bin? It's a birthday present from the boys in Secondary 3.
AREN'T YOU BROTHERS TOUCHED. It's still in ultra good condition yoz (:

BLEAH, ENVY ME.
MY FRIENDS ARE AWESOME HEHE, * HUGS * (Y) ♥

I'm thankful I finally had a chance to unwrap these presents
and place em' nicely on my personal spaces for good. Duduz (:

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ALSO.

Threw away everything he gave away.
I mean everything.

Photos, cards, gifts, flowers, toys.. Everything.
PHEW THANK GOD seriously. Thank god and thank you mum,

for realising it so soon LOL.

I no longer have to feign or pretend that I'm still attached,
saved the need drag those unhappy memories into the new house.
Intended to do it to salvage myself from nags/sermons actually .___.
& also to prevent any bickering to occur between us two again, meh.

Thank you mum, for your nice nag anyway (:
Probably one of the most pleasant nag I've ever had from you LOL.

She wasn't frustrated, upset or anything close.
Just a calm, nice toned nag along with some teasings here and there -.-

Phewwwwwwww, * drops a ridiculously heavy rock down *
THANKS MUM LOL. HAHA MUACKS ♥ (:

I love my family! ♥ Very very very much (:
Cherish yours too.

Till then people!

2011-01-10T20:08:00.011+08:00

Like finally, we're moving into our very own new house next Monday (:
For two and a half years, we have been renting, shifting and shifting..

Have you ever wondered how tough life was for mum?
I can never be more relieved, thankful and grateful to you for throwing us out.

Spewing forth all the crude and abusive remarks on us..
Once and again, you contempt and disregarded us as worthless.

Well take a good look for yourself, your three daughters.

One who gamed even during PSLE could attain a score of 229.
Another has gotten herself perfect GPA with director's honor roll.
& the one who received her O level results today scored R49 and R510 raw.

We're not born smart or genius.
We could just never grow well under such immense pressure and fear everyday,
and just this willing to work hard and ease our mum who has enough to worry for.

Cried.
Overwhelmed with regrets..?

A little too late I would say.
I only hope you learn how to treat your last kin well in the right way.

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A proper home at last.
May god bless my family with great health and happiness.

2011-01-09T15:07:00.001+08:00

"Watching you walk out of my life has not made me bitter or cynical about love..
(More or less yes, perhaps just a little.)
Rather it makes me think if I wanted so much to be with the wrong person,
how beautiful it must be when the right one comes along."

2011-01-07T18:44:00.007+08:00

"The most basic and powerful way to connect to another person is to listen.
Just listen.

Perhaps the most important thing we ever give each other is our attention.
A loving silence often has far more power to heal
and to connect than the most well-intentioned words.

There is nothing we like to see so much as the gleam of pleasure in
a person's eye when he feels that we have sympathized with him, understood him.
At these moments something fine and spiritual passes between two friends.

These are the moments worth living."

2011-01-05T13:12:00.012+08:00

A brand new post, in a brand new year.
2011 took off pretty awfully for me, somehow.
For obvious reason.

Too much differences exhausting both sides so seemingly.
You know it's time to stop and seek a sensible alternative.
When you can imagine a future with that special one no more..

It's then you clearly know.
It's time to let go.

And just as everything was made to be so bleak and broken.
While i was outcasting myself from the entire world,
resorting to methods of all sorts to numb myself from intense misery..

This bunch of awesome friends hopped in and held on to me tightly,
just as I hit and fell so hard.. So badly.

Thank you guys for being there.
Also to those who texted me a whole lot of encouragement and concern..
With this amazing amount of support, I guess I'd be able to pick myself up in no time.

(Hopefully.)

Special and huge thanks to this particular someone.
If it's not for you, I think I'd be torturing myself in bed still.
Your words are just so.. Deep. Encouraging, enlightening and touching, meh.
Honestly, it's my first time witnessing this side of you.

Thanks bro ♥ (:

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"Relationships are worth fighting for,
but sometimes you can't be the only one fighting."

I guess this is a point in my life where I come to realize:
who really matters, who never did, and who always will.

I'd be back new and strong.
Much sensible and mature.

Till then.

2010-06-28T23:13:00.007+08:00

this is almost how im like everyday without my lappy by my side ):
back with updates real soon when my laptop comes back into my arms in a few days' time!
( HOPEFULLY :/ )

gah.
best of luck to the JC bunch for your upcoming papers! (:

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Fullmetal Alchemist (Brotherhood)
you'll never regret a moment for this.
not even an inch.
trust me.

till then, ciaos minah! ^^

2010-06-24T19:30:00.015+08:00

OH GET READY YOUR SUNGLASSES PEOPLE :O

tadang, MY SHINY KNEES! * CHINGS *
snapped this in class chalet after bathing.

ahahaha, i swear i didn't polish it.
i mean -.- any mentally sane person wouldn't do it right LOL.

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anyway, this song got me singing and swaying along wildly like a jungle woman.
it's UNBELIEVABLY catchy! like seriously manzxc.

Super Junior - Victory Korea,
for 2010 FIFA WORLD CUP (SOUTH AFRICA)

view in HD for better video and sound quality! (:

DAM DAM DA LAM!
DAM DAM DA LAM DAM!

DAM DAM DA LAM DAM DAM !

no Siwon, but i still love these awesome bunch of boys crazily much as a whole (:

shall send my laptop to Funan for good tmrw .
Yahoo video filming on saturday, and water-walk on sunday.
busy busy busy me D:

enjoy to the fullest, before hell from school befalls once again oh!
be back soon and ciaos people! :D

2010-06-23T12:21:00.014+08:00

my laptop's display driver is screwed up.
kept on giving me problems like 'not responding' causing my whole screen to hang horribly,
or pops up a blue screen, along with that dumping memory thingy.

can't even play BlackShot and Dota already ):

wouldn't see me online for a few days, or weeks perhaps :/
gahhhhhh, * pulls hair, bangs wall * totally depressed.
it's a torture to be cut off from the cyber world for DAYS.
let alone surviving through weeks.

meh. meh. MEH ):
shall bug my sis like mad for her to download One Piece, Fairy Tail or Gintama
into my new china MP4 LOL. not bad la dey? the screen's pretty big lo! hehehe.

my mum and aunt bought this together with my uncle
while they were back in China a year ago. NEY!

total lifesaver. shall spam and drown myself with animes in the meantime
while my husband goes on a long buisness trip LOL (: * self denial * T___T

managed to dig this up that day will i was rummaging through
my pile of old bags where i forcefully stuff random things i dont need into.

it's almost like discovering a gem lo, ahahahaha * grins * LOL.
anyway, that shall be it. miss me for a few days (or weeks)!

let me end off with this photo. I LIKE (Y)

it's like 仙女下凡 right?
see the fabulous smoke effect!
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAAAAA!

* rolls around and slams tummy *

too bad to those who catches no balls ah dey, ahahaha!
alright alright, enough of my ridiculous joke LOL.

be back soon and ciaos people! :D

2010-06-21T13:18:00.022+08:00

IM BACK
IM BACK
IM BACK
IM BACK!

mid-semester test hmm, shall update on that after receiving all results.
i screwed econs big-time, thanks to my awesome carelessness.
there goes my A D: arghhhhhzxc * slams heart * #&(*@&#(@ !

watched Karate Kid @ Vivo after our last paper.
together with Jinrong Yimei Yuanyi and Liqing.
definitely a great worth of time and money i would say!
a good plot along with emotional, hilarious and action packed storyline.

go catch it manzxc.

caught lots of ass-kicking movies lately.
watched Killers and A-team together with boyfriend.

Aston Kutcher is just so sizzling and unbearably HOT in Killers!
Katherine's a solid beauty too (: commendable chemistry between them two.

loved it awesome much :D

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oh photos for chalet are up on Facebook as well!
had an enjoyable stay in chalet with my fellow classmates last friday (:

look at Yimei's ultra round face here, ahahaha!
can use it as stencil for drawing circles you know!
LOLOLOLOL ~ * RUNS *

haha, shall do a full update on the chalet soon!
well thats all for the moment people! be back soon and ciaos!

looking forward to basketball on saturdayyyyyyzxc! :D

2010-03-04T03:20:00.008+08:00

cheers and rejoice, examinations are finally over and done with!
hahaha meh, its getting all dusty and rusty here.
sorry for ditching it aside for so long.
* gomegome * :/

had been downright busy mugging endlessly like a nerd for my papers.
and now its finally time to play ultraly hard to our hearts' content ahdey !

- HARDCORE BASKETBALL
- HARDCORE GAMINGS
- HARDCORE ANIME-ING
- OUTINGS
- CHALETS
- CAMPS

niahahahaha ~ * grins like a retarded asshole *
anyway, this post's a pretty lengthy one.
so yuh, bear with me for a little (:

Yesterday

a feast in Swensens!
along with Kexin Zhonghan Sean.
thank you so much to Alex Wong! :D

(never take on a bet unless you're 500% sure that you'll win)

LOLOLOLOLOL.

had omelette with cheese and onions fillings.
comes along with fries and coleslaw, awesome (Y)

fondue and giant earthquake for dessert.
totally heaven, seriously.

more photos for sharing! :D

lamb wong and han.
big lol to their silly faces, LOL.

happy brothers! (:

FONDUEEEEEEEEEEE ~ ♥

and our giant earthquake!

ZHONGHAN!
nice shot horrrrrrr ? by yours truly! :D
thank you thank you, * WAVES * LOLOLOL.

LAMB WONG!
what an expression LOL.

and the earthquake melted and became all lumpy ):

for Zhihong!
wanted to carve 'ZH GET WELL SOON'
but meh wasn't that easy and visible afterall LOL.

seriously eh ahpok ==
take care of yourself and get well soon!
no more vigorous activities and BASKETBALL for you!

hahahaha rest well, recuperate fast,
and on come back to join us for bball when you're fully recovered ya! :D

baby came and joined us awhile later,
and window shopped together @ Tampines One.

Domo-kun & Superbreadman!

Alex with a Zhihong LOLOLOL * RUNS * ~

and MORE PIGS for CHEN ZHIHONG! honoured ba?
still thinking of you wherever we are! hahaha BLEAH!

Kexin, Peiwen
xoxo :D

headed for arcade and stayed there for quite awhile before heading back to GV.
watched Percy Jackson & the Lightning Thief. really nice!
kept me grabbing onto my seat right from the beginning.
remarkable action packed movie with a little humor here and there.

another worth watching film * thumbs up (Y) * :D
home-sweet-homed there after!

Today

10am @ Fengshan CC for basketball.
with Kexin Alex Desmond Sean Zhonghan.
whaaaa, been a super long while since i last sweated this much.

to hell with assignments and exams, GAH. ( gah-rom-mahmah ~ LOL )

had many friendly games among ourselves,
and played one 60 points match continuously without stopping.
ohmeh SUPER SHUANGZXC! really really delighted to be able to touch balls again ~

LOLOLOL :D
MORE BASKETBALL SESSIONS / TRAININGS PLOX ♥
hope those few in JC might be able join us some time soon! (:

Chinese New Year

didnt really had any celebration this year.
cause it havent been a year since grandma passed away.

ate and ate lots of junk foods, steamboat and mum's dumplings (Y)!
specially made veggy dumplings just for ME! hahaha ~ :D

( kept nagging @ me for being super troublesome actually, LOL )

new year clothes! :D

new clothes are definitely one of the few things i love about new year, HEH.
cause i seldom, or rather rarely shop for clothes LOLOL.
not to mention angpaos! didnt get alot this year though, meh :|

* COUGHS *
getting abit narcissistic here LOLOL * SKIPS *

my adorable sumo didi ~!
he's EXTREMELY ACTIVE and sweats alot from hopping and running around.
but STILL, he's getting rounder and rounder each year O___O

LOLOL * PINCHES CHEEK *

oh and thats my baka younger sister.
ah yes, the super smart but sly one, HAHA.
intending to crush me with the sofa cushion for invading her privacy ~ LOL.

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will be back with many more updates since im having a longgggg holiday break now.
promise promise! till then and be back soon people!

enjoy your holiday while it last, and make it a meaningful and fruitful one!
not forgetting, best of luck to the JC people for your upcoming tests/exams!

ciaozxc! * poofs * :D

2010-02-13T21:06:00.016+08:00

Happy Valentines &,
Happy Chinese New Year's Eve !

♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥

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a couple of hours to Chinese New Year.
no doubt all families are busy having reunion dinner with
a festive and delighted mood, engaging in lively chats,
having the whole house filled with chuckles, laughters etc.

had mine awhile ago :D
and i truly wish for the best for my family this year (once again), haha.
for everybody to be dowed with good health,
and prosper with happiness, luck and fortune :D

same to all my lovely friends out there,
ignore your thick notes and heavy workload for the time being,
enjoy yourselves and every blessing in this festive season,
and have fun celebrating with your dear families and friends yuh !

angpaos too $$$ ! HUAT AH HAHAHA !
eagerly looking forward to Kexin and Qianhui's new year house visits.
be back soon for more juicy cny updates and photos alright !

ciaos !

once again,
happy valentines to all loving couples,
and happy chinese new year to all families !

enjoy ! :D

2010-01-18T22:28:00.003+08:00

dont like look adorable in my younger days ?
hahaha ! aww, yes i really do LOL ! * thickens face 8D *

anddddddddddddd,
dont you think the young me resembles 梁小乐,
that sweet little boy in Autumn's Concerto ( 下一站,幸福 ) ?

HAHAHAHAHA ! (Y)
right right right ! LOLOLOL ~ :D

anyway, something to share :
happened around an hour ago.

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- # PEIWEN モヤシ ✖ 2e1'o6 huat ah ! says:
you are ?

ah 5 says:
elo
er leo here
care 2 intro ma

- # PEIWEN モヤシ ✖ 2e1'o6 huat ah ! says:
dont care ~

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* ah 5 appears to be offline. *
* Messages you send will be delivered when they sign in. *
* Email this contact instead *

hahaha, amusing isnt it.
desperate guys in Singapore are seriously increasing in numbers.
they just go on to the next random girl after a failed attempt.

watch out, little girls ^^

off to get busy with my homework and assignments.
Java assignment issued, Accounting test next friday, DBMS assignment due this friday,
plus a 10 page Marketing report and slides screaming impatiently on my waiting list D:

and ohyuh zzz,
i still have to complete my Accounting tutorial for tmrw's lesson @ 8.

sighhhhhhhhh * PULLS HAIR *
getting drowned and chocked up by the heavy work load.
gambateh minah ! hop on back soon alright ! :D

ciaos !

2010-01-14T00:36:00.004+08:00

there i was in that house.
lying motionlessly, fighting the excruciating pain.
facing that god damn huge mirror,
its the sight of my pathetic self suffering miserably.

twisting in agony like a helpless fish on shore.
i was barely breathing.

clenching tightly to my exploding chest,
it felt as though my heart, my lungs, my intestines
and organs were horribly jammed up into a single lump.

budging and forcing its way out mercilessly,
i could feel myself tearing badly apart.

and yet,
all i could do,

all i could do was to stare at my helpless self in the mirror,
coughing, vomiting, drowning..

in fresh blood.

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woke up perspiring and drenched in cold sweat.
seriously, i could feel every single bit of pain even in my sleep.

premonition or too much imagination ? lol idk.
anyway ! its a pretty cool nightmare of mine huh ? haha !

unpleasant stuffs aside, im back with updates :D
( LIKE FINALLY AH DEY ! HAHAHA ! )

school reopened, first and second week.
got back results.

3As - Marketing, Accounting, Java
1B+ - Database Management System

couldnt ask for more (:
shall keep up and do even better for end of module examinations !

NUS, GOGOGO PEIWEN ! hahaha.
first time i wanna do well so badly for something.
really hope i can shoulder my mum's burden with a decent job
that fetches a decent income. lololol ~ im working towards it okay ! D:

and yuhhh ! i need to seriously do something to tune back my body clock.
im having difficulties waking up this semester -.- especially this week.

* SNOOZES HANDPHONE ALARM 5 5 5 5 minutes till it goes off completely * LOL.
even Yimei Yuanyi and bendan's encountering the same problem.
zzz. really torturing i would say D:

anywayyyy, happy number four sweetheart ♥
i have insane stalkers reporting my every move ~
so yeah, you know, i know, zipped and CHEERS ! :]

gatherings and outings during the holiday.
shall let photos do the talking.
plus a lil' captions here and there, enjoy !

DBIT 1A23 class outing @ Tiong Bahru.
Sherlock Holmes for movie and LJS for dinner.

Cassandra @ YouthBox Competition.
congrats for coming in second, sweetheart ! :D

Kexin, Peiwen, Qianhui :D

2e1'06 clique chalet 2009 :]

2e1'06 clique, new year gathering.

self-made chocolate cake w/ strawberries !
efforts to Peiwen, Kexin, Qianhui, Cassandra and her Mum !

girls power ! :D

pizzas for dinner ~ ^^

one big family ! ♥

Kingkong, Banana :D

GAMES TIMEZXZXZ :DDD

handyplast game (Y)

THANK YOU ALEX WONG KAM BENG.
for this red auspicious new year gift LOL.

Alex, thanks to you ==
pole dance as forfeit LOL .___.

Zhihong instructing the mass dance he learnt in NP.

Forfeit-ers Alex and Zenghui, 'mass dancing' ! :D

awesome times whenever its together with them.
love them all ♥ (:

definitely looking forward to the next gathering ^^
be back soon for more updates aye lovely peoplezxz.
ciaos ! :D

2010-01-03T15:09:00.003+08:00

下一站,幸福 ♥
Autumn's Concerto.

2009-12-25T00:46:00.012+08:00

happy christmas people !
wishes come true oh , hohoho !
presents presents * hints * LOL :D

got this from deviantart.

like wow la ,
how i wish my house can be as huge, prodigious and well-furnished like this one !
shaking my legs off at home with an incredible passive income ,
enjoying life with my family and sweetheart with unlimited cash flow.

no worries, no tears, no pain.
only joy, laughter and happiness.

aww how awesome would that be huh. * dreams on *
kay shall work intensively hard towards it LOLOL ! v^^v
DONT LAUGH LOL IM SERIOUS. GOGOGO PEIWEN ! (Y)

anyway people , another new year's unfolding !
enjoy each and every fondest blessing ahead ,
and may your new year be a prosperous one !

muacks ♥ * sends out ultra passionate flying kisses *
LOLOL kay , sure prosperous already HAHA !

be back soon alright people !
tonnes of photos and updates to choke my blog up real hard.

ciaos and once again,
HAPPY CHRISTMAS ! :D

2009-12-07T23:49:00.013+08:00

Java paper down today !
haha pretty manageable i would say.
camped in the library two days ago for insanely long hours w/ bendan and Yimei.
extremely productive and was super glad that our efforts paid off ! hahaha :D

cheers cheers cheers ! ^^
I LOVE MACDONALDS PANCAKES (Y)
kay thats random LOL.

kay maybe not , BECAUSE PANCAKES ROCK MY ASS OFF (Y)
PEIWEN LOVES PANCAKES MANY MANY MANY LOLOLOL !

Anyway just 2 more papers to go , GO PEIWEN YOSH LOL.
more hardcore camps in the library to come ! haha.
mug hard people , dont lament and regret until its too late !

OMG SUCH WISE WORDS COMING OUT FROM PEIWEN LOLOL.
ya ive changed for the better la dey people ! * knocks head *

LOL. no more hardcore gamings until holiday .____.
and even with other school events in hand ,
im able to keep everything in great balance !

* HOLY LIGHT *
* MEDITATES *
HAHAHA !

kaykay , enough of my shit.

MORE PHOTOS !
during last week's CRS :

the lovely pair ,
Syafiq and Siewmaizxzxz !

beautiful twiggy legs there LOL.
YUANYI'S HAHA !

Yimei , Lea

Ahboon and Ahmei ! LOLOL :D

just look at how malnourished and skinny that Jinrong is LOLOL.
more from Jinrong's phone , some very awesome candid shots here haha !

ROY LEE BOOB TIT :D
认真的男人最帅 ? HMMM * THINKS *
LOLOL NO OFFENCE ! HAHAHA !

Yimei the '一眉' the 'One Eyebrow' ! LOL :D

Laoyuanzxz !
your very first self-portrait on my blog leh ! haha !
zzz forever hiding from cameras. nice shot there Jinrong (Y)

kay , last but not least.
the most epic one for the day.

tadangggggggggg !
a flying chicken by any chance to you ?

LOLOLOLOLOLOL * ROFLMAO *
hahaha simply love this bunch of awesome classmates ! ♥

will be back with more updates after exams probably !
so ya , till then and be back soon people ! :D
bestest luck to all for your upcoming papers yo !

ciaos !

2009-12-03T22:14:00.006+08:00

DECEMBER ! :D

HOHOHO !

can you believe it , christmas is already fast approaching LOL.
and soon , there goes new year , end of module examinations , year two and yada.

ohmegosh , dont you think time's getting by a little too quick -.- ?
semester two's really like .. * BLINKS * and gone that kinda feeling.

hmmmm , just felt that i havent been doing much though.
two assignments and one formal presentation.
how slackening can it get huh , meh.

mid semester examinations next week. ready ? never ready LOL.
bleah , revision soon .

just completed 220 episodes of Naruto recently.
Kakashi and Jiraiya ♥ ! big time ass kicking hentais LOL.
love them both to the max , Naruto , Tsunade and GAARA too :]
catching up to latest episode of Shippuden real soon , t-hee !

desperately deprived of animes to watch HAHA .
K-ON , Princess Lovers and Canaan ended some time ago.
faithful follower of ongoing animes like Reborn , FMA and Bleach.

but meh ,
im kinda different now cause my gaming mood starts only during holidays .

LOL SO YUH , i need recommendations PLOX D:
anything nice and worth watching will do , hehe .

anddddddddddd yes !
BBQs , chalets , outings , camps ..

HOLIDAY.
COME.
QUICK.

LOL.

eagerly looking forward to all of it seriously .
2e1's clique chalet especially ^^

meh , till then and be back soon people !
best of luck for the upcoming papers !
* BLOWS FLYING KISS * LOLOL FULL MARKS ALREADY .

HAHAHA CIAOS ! :D

2009-11-27T00:48:00.012+08:00

mehhhhhhhhhh !
its been like such a long long long long while eh LOL !
okay , no more pig trotters hahaha !

lost touch with my blog for such an awful long time uh.
but ya , i guess you can assure that i'll be back for regular updates !

* PROMISE & CHEERS * LOL .

school had been really dreadful for these 6 weeks .
boring modules with boring lecturers adding on to our misery , meh .
except for our java Mr. Snoopy ! ahaha i adore him alot eh !

very humorous and sincere , i like LOL (Y)
ohyuhhh , thanks to Sean for the Snoopy thing haha ! ( inside joke )

and sighhh , FOM and DBMS are really getting on my nerves .
accounting and java are still pretty manageable luh .
gahhhhh , cant wait MSTs to be over and done with .

thanks to classmates and friends ♥ ,
for making schooling a huge lot more worthwhile ! :D

anywayyyyyy , had quite a handful of celebrations in these 6 weeks too .
and tada , there goes my bloody pocket ! horribly burnt .____.
ohwell ohwell , unpleasant stuffs aside and photos for sharing !

mainly from birthday celebrations and yada , enjoy !

October baby - Jinrong's happy 19 !

November babies - Fanghao Zesen Chardo :D

Zesen Yuanyi Peiwen Weichard !

Nicholas birthday gathering @ Cafe Cartel .

TAYZHONGHAN .
EXTREME RETRO-NESS .
but yuh , ironically i think it looks pretty nice haha !

genius son and a baka mother LOL !

JoanneWEE !

Peiwen and Xingying :D

CANDID PEOPLE @ THE BACK LOL !

group photos , banzai ! :DDDDD

UMGLAM JUMPSHOT ! :P

LOL @ Alex and Zhihong .

ahhh , love them all ♥ !
2e1'people and 1A23 people . E42008 people too !
seriously looking forward to all the chalets and bbqs ! :D

holiday holiday holiday ! HOHOHO ~

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thats about all for the brief catching ups !
be back soon for more alright , ciaos ! :D

2009-08-07T21:21:00.011+08:00

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA

♥ ♥ ♥ SIWON ♥ ♥ ♥

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met 1130 at Dover control station with Yimei Yuanyi and Jinrong ,
went over to foodcourt 6 for lunch , discussed on presentation and blah !

I FOUND A HAIR IN MY VEGETARIAN FRIED RICE .
YUANYI FOUND ANOTHER HAIR IN HER LEMON TEA .

LOLOLOL ~

so lalala , we began making-over Yuanyi's lemon tea !
extra ingredients : rice , salads AND MORE HAIRS HAHAHA ! (Y)

looks tempting ? i seriously doubt so LOL .
was downright disgusting lah i swear .
but still , we continued adding adding and adding .___.

* APPLAUSE * !
and omfg i actually drank it !
believe it or not , i really did !

FOOL FOOL FOOL ,
BAKA BAKA BAKA !
LOL I DID NOT OBVIOUSLY .
WOULDNT RISK AND TORTURE MY ASSHOLE TO ROCKET SHITS INTO TOILET BOWL .

HAHAHA !

anywayyyyyyyy , the visit to Parliament was wholly ......
FUN ? OH REALLY FUN , zzz we couldnt even make it through the entrance -.-
and Roy Pangchuen and I had to stone outside for like almost 2 hrs luh .

thanks to * fillintheblanks * for failing to inform us w/ the proper dress code .
sighhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh .________.

basketballed > mug@Moberly for CF meeting > homed :D

WCD ASSIGNMENT ...
* CRAWLS ON FLOOR *

2009-08-06T20:21:00.013+08:00

basketball-ed with Jinrong Chardo and Pangchuen today morning !
been another long while since i last balled , and yuh it was fun luh !
and gahhhhhh lazy for details . visit JINRONG'S for more ! LOL .

went for MOB lecture , lunched and borrowed Roy's skates !
you seriously pay for the quality luh , awesome wheels (Y)

helping Yimei out with skating , hahaha :)

3 hours of maths , and homed to rush for ITOS assignment .
and its finally done done done done DONE FOR GOOD LA DEY !

ITOS Group Photo , effing adorable luh !
HAHAHA (Y)(Y)(Y) PEIWEN LIKES THIS !

left with last assignment on the list , WCD .
shall get it completed during the 3 days break !

hohoho :D

ohohyes , celebrated August babies' birthdays in class yesterday .
happy belated birthday to dearest Jerry the Siew(Mai) !
wishes come true okayyyyyyy ! :D

Yimei Jerry Huiling :)

Jerry , Kim

Huiling , Peiwen

Yuanyi Yimei Peiwen :D
one dollar + one eyebrow + ahboon ! (inside joke LOL)

Jerry w/ 1B23 girls.

Yimei and Huiling w/ 1B23 boys !

1B23 ! ♥

t-hee ! no garantee when the icons will disappear again .____.
but yuh , be back soon ya people ! :D

2009-07-29T22:28:00.012+08:00

[edit : icons back , photos up ]

POLY50 2009

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realised that racing's actually tougher than trainings LOL .
as in both physically and mentally luh !

pressure aside , the whole place was just horribly conjested with humans .
hundreds @ each checkpoint pushing and shouting out for their own runners .

and once you fall , thats it .___.
runners continue sprinting forward w/o caring how serious your injuries are .

mehmehmehhhhhhh , splendid experience though haha ! :D
and yuh , awesome job to fellow team 1 for coming in 13th placing !
kudos to both Team 1 and Team A aye !

LOVE YOU GUYS TO THE MAX !

CHEERS ! :D

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25 July 2009

belated birthday celebration for Kexin , Zhihong and myself .
celebrated down @ Zhihong papa's Kopitiam , thanks alot for the food !
& thanks a million for the celebration and present people , love it ttm :D

Joanne Xingying Zenghui , candid !

super sumptuous meal uh !
ate only the veggies , mushrooms and toufus though .
OHHHH and yes , the buns with curry were super nice luh ! hahaha (Y)

Cassandra Yingying Zhihong

Kexin Cassandra Peiwen !

Banana , Kingkong ! :D

ORANGES LOL !

* HUGS *

thanks for everything again people :)
meet up again soon yuh !

2009-07-28T02:15:00.013+08:00

我忘不了。
how to , you tell me .

from the day it started ;
it didnt end .
it couldnt end .

and i dont want it to end ..

2009-07-27T22:32:00.015+08:00

blogger's screwed , big time .
the icons are all missing again ==
which means no photos and gahhhhh ! its starting to really piss me off LOL .

anyway ! here's something meaningful to share :)
Father , Son and Sparrow !

a 5 minutes short film , but what it illustrates and convey to us is ..
definitely something more that all of us should bear in mind with .

was utterly touched and i teared upon seeing it luh !
aish , or should i put it that im a rather emotional person LOL .

switch to HD for better video quality !
aww come on , just 5 minutes of your time people :)

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somtimes .. we just forget ,
how much affection our parents have for us ,
how much they have done ,

and just how much ..
they love us , deep down inside .

2009-07-24T00:02:00.006+08:00

hohhhhhhhh ! blogger's finally back to normal again !
photo uploader and the rest of the icons disappeared luh .
the whole thing was just plain white the day before .

anyway ! had poly50 training yesterday .
10 rounds around the courts plus 5 sets of suicides ,
and captain balled for 45mins ! funfunfunfunFUN ! :D

10 pushups whenever the opposing team scores a goal .
downright exhausting but had lots of fun still though ! haha .

photos and videos for sharing luh ! ^^
snapped and shot while slacking in clubroom before training started .

JENGA !
jenga-ed with Roy until damn high lah , haha !
im damn pro in that lah okay ! * SMIRKS SMIRKS LOL *

EHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH ? O______O
HAHAHAHA , who is that in afro ?

Roy Lee Boon Teck ! LOLOLOL , damn chio lah !
i kinda plead and forced him to wear and pose for me to snap it down ~

T-HEE (Y) !

bleah , i still prefer rainbow afros la seriously !
hahaha .

found helium balloon in the clubroom !
and it belonged to Teresa's actually LOL .
thanks Alvin and Roy for helping me untangle the near-to-dead-knot ! :D

helium gas can seriously do wonder LOL .
voice become high pitched like those characters you find in cartoons !

omfgzxzxz hahaha , STILL ........
too much of it will definitely do harm to your health luh .

t-hee t-hee t-hee !

real real real busy to the max nowadays .
no time to even breathe luh , like seriously .
and time is zooming pass like so so fast -.-

assignments , assignments , assignments ! D:
MEHHHHHHHHH * DROWNS *

2009-07-19T22:04:00.023+08:00

10 solid hours of ONOW cip @ Orchard today .
had pretty good sales , not that bad uh ! * PATS *
side effected w/ aching body , jelly legs and soring feets .

AISH ZHIN JIA ! photos for now ba dey !
more rolling in after collating from Saleha and the rest :)

Orchard mrt control station .
waiting for everybody to arrive :)

L-O-L at Yuanyi ! hahaha .

Saleha Yuanyi Yimei

met up with group IC again to discuss progress and etc .

Robin and Chardo ! :D

resorting to all sorts of methods to attract kind souls for donations !

Jiaying :)

Jiaying Barbara Huiling Fanghao :D

dinner @ Wisma's Food Republic .
initiated to help Jinrong jot down the details onto the sales form !

LOL PEIWEN'S KINDDDDDDDDDDDDD ! Vn__nV

Koufu !

pledge cards .

sold 25/49 in total , not bad la dey cheers !

wrapping up the day !
FINALLY DEY , CIP DONE ! :D

countings and checkings , blahed and homed !

yes ohohohohOH !
tio summon for drinking down on the mrt platform while heading home .
and there goes my 30 bucks , ohwell -.- * heartbreaks *

gahhhh , dump those zzz-ness aside and lets hop into * DRUMSROLL *

HIGHLIGHT OF THE DAY :
I SAW LINJUNJIE !

HAHAHAHAHAHAHA ~ * FAINTS *
his real person is gazillion times prettier than the one on screen !

was slacking at Koufu with Yimei Yuanyi plus the 4 boys after dinner .
checking through the money , pledge cards , filling details into forms and yada .
chatted real randomly and my sight so happenedly shifted to the entrance's walkway .

was sitting right beside the entrance luh .
and this guy caught my attention instantly ! SERIOUSLY .
even w/ black cap , geeky specs and a huge barang on his back .

I KNEW I KNOW HIM LOL !

and i was like thinking to myself :
this guy looks .. real familiar ?
ive seen him before .. somewhere !
IM EFFING SURE.

* thinks hard *
i thought he was Chen Hanwei at first .
but i doubted myself because he seemed way younger than Hanwei LOL !

and DINGGGGGGG !
" OHMYGOD IS THAT LINJUNJIE !? "

* ALL OF THEM TURNNNNNNNNNS *
* LJJ TOO , TURNED upon hearing his name LOL *

the boys : no lah , i dont think so . i think he's in taiwan .

* LJJ took a detour to the back to the little shops in the middle *

peiwen : OMG IM SURE ITS HIM , IM SO GONNA STALK HIM !

* stood up and ran after w/ yimei tagging right behind *
* and there was LJJ standing beside the escalator *
* peiwen and yimei staring awkwardly hard at him *
* LJJ : gave an umchio face *
* saw his dimples *

* BANGS ! *

* HEARTBEAT INCREASES TO THE MAX *
* NOSEBLEED & DIES *
* RAN AWAY FROM LJJ *
* runs back to table *

both : OMGGGGGG ITS REALLY HIM !

* HOPS AROUND MADLY *

LOLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLL !
omg we regretted wholly for not mustering our guts ,
for hesitating like noobs and not ask for an autograph or photo together .

we have pens .
we have papers .
and we have phones with camera function -.-

DANGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG !
* SLAPS MYSELF *

its like a super super super hard chance to come by lahhhhhh ,
and we letted it off just it like that ):

haizxzxz -.-

2009-07-17T21:59:00.017+08:00

thanks to all who wished me happy birthday in advance !
and also bigbig thanks to 1B23 for celebrating it for me uh !

Asiasoft Forums too LOLLLLLLL , HAHAHA <3

oh and yesyesyes , very very happy birthdays to :
17071992 - Lim Ke Xin ( My dearest banana ! ),
17071992 - Hui Leng ( DateDue Twin ) ,
17071992 - Evelina ( Met through Perry & Roy ) ,
18071993 - Shirlene ( Netball junior ! ) ,
19071986 - Mei Wei Da ( My lovely "MEIMEI" ! )

t-hee ! :D
hope all of your wishes come true too alright !

thanks thanks thanks everyone !
* HUGS&HUGS&HUGS * :D

photos for now !

uber nice cake !

Banghao , duanehneh ! :P
( . Y . ) LOLLLLLLLLLL !

why call him duanehneh ! D:
* LETS FLASHBACK TO DBIT BONDING DAY *

HAHAHA SEE SEE SEE !
ITS EVEN BIGGER THAT MINE DEYYYYY LOL , OPS !

peiwennnnnnnnnnn !

Jerry SIEWWWWWWW-MAI !
who blended in so well together with the wall , hahaha !

Huiling :)

Huiling ; Yimei

birthday song for july babies :D

1B23 GIRLS w/ personal tutor Kim ! ^^

1B23 boys w/ mr.tan :D

boss settling the cake-cutting.

peiwen with 1B23 girls , plus our adorable PT Kim ,
Syafiq and Siewmai meddling at the back , haha :D

1B23 BOYS ONCE AGAIN !
I HAVE A ~~PENIS~~ OKAYYYYYY , LOL !

DBIT 1B23 ! ♥
LOVE , HUGS AND THANKS AYE !

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i just want my loved ones to stay happy , healthy and blessed.
anything else wouldnt really matter to me though :)

FIGHTING !

2009-07-06T16:12:00.006+08:00

Blogger's finally back to normal !

happy sweet 17 to Cassandra and Yingying !
wishes come true and may all be well alright !
stay happy and all the best for everything ahead yo :D

advance birthday celebration for the two girls + Alex down @ ReBenChun.
will be back with more details and photos very soon ya !

be back soonnnnn !

2009-07-01T20:39:00.013+08:00

* WAVED WILDLY *
update update updates !

hello to the new semester , and fwooooosh !
there goes my 3 weeks of holidays ! hahaha .
have been busily mugging hard for MST lately .
and im desperately hoping not to screw up any papers eh !

promise for regular updates after MST's down , but MEHzxzxz !
schedules will be once again OMFG-ly packed in the following weeks .__.
assignments , cip , poly50 , talentime help-outs , guitar practices and yada ..

hohoho , busybusybusybusy ~
just hope that i'll be able to cope well ba dey !
and ohoh ! went to Perry's house with Ash and Roy on monday .

was pretty reluctant to leave LOL .

Perry's dogs - Lucky and Lexie !
incredibly cute creatures la dey !

Roy teasing his girf with foodddddd ! :D

Lexie !

dressed up :)

♥ ♥ ♥
my boyf , Lucky !

shall upload the video on youtube soon yo !
just couldnt stop brushing and playing and hugging .
that feeling's uhm .. overwhelming joy and happiness ?
LOL ! seriously , i love dogs tothemax tothemax tothemax ! :D

had fun CS-ing with Roy , Perry and Ash too . great games !
went home happily smiling like a complete retard LOL .

DOGS ARE ♥ !

2009-06-20T20:54:00.024+08:00

[ 2e1'o6 Clique BBQ ]

purchased some necessary stuffs for bbq and bused down to ecp .
camped and ate at MacDonalds while waiting for the boys .
guess what , we didnt book for a pit LOL-ZXZXZXZX !

:D

Zhonghan , Sean , Alex and ZhiHong ^^
thanks to the boys for organising it so well .
TayZhongHan especially !

felt so glad witnessing the grown-up side of him la dey !
*clapclapclaps* cheers yo !

he loves me so deeply to the extent he wore me on his shirt wor O__O
( inside joke , inside joke ! )

LOLLLLLLLLLLLLLL , 10 years old buddy ! :D

the girls - FULLHOUSE ! ^^

finally a successful attempt !
everybody's in the air air air , yosh !

and chengcheng ! official start of bbq .
as usual , chef of the day ! :D

all the orangs waiting patiently for foodddddddd ^^

AYE , HOLY LIGHT ?
SHINING DOWN SO BEAUTIFULLY ON TAYZHONGHAN ?
please people , dont be deceived by looks dey !

hahaha okay no offence , im joking :)
ohwell suppose i lied , im not kidding LOLLLLLLL.

tada , wingswingswings !
i believe i can flyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy !
i believe i can touch the skyyyyyyyyyyyyy !

.____.

* shivers * LOL .

KingKong ; Banana :)

played games , had heart-to-heart talks , ranted bout our lives ,
Qianhui's house for stayover and homed at around 10 in the morning .
time with these precious is ♥ ♥ ♥ times infinity !

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we never stopped talking ,
we never stopped gossiping ,
we never stopped teasing ,
we never stopped laughing ,
we never stopped having huge lots of fun together !

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as we go on ,
we remember ,
all the times we had together .

as our lives change ,
come whatever ,

we will still be -
FRIENDS FOREVER !

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2009-06-13T10:37:00.022+08:00

where fate and chance ,
come by together as one .

hanged out with Zhiying Cuiyun Sky and Huifang throughout the whole bbq .
lol and honestly , we had more fun among ourselves la dey .

photos photos photos !
sorry for the near-extreme-long-wait , hehe .

Huifang Cuiyun Sky Zhiying

LOLOLOL .
Liyi who wetted his butt as he got the frisbee safely on shore .

revenge for Huifang - sandified skyyyyyyyy !
blblblbl BLEAH :P

brilliant shot taken by yours truly !
HAHAHA & PEIWEN LIKES THIS ! (Y)

* shakes head *
cant seem to change the roundness of my words , TSK LOL !

PeiWen , CuiYun

ChiewYe , ZhengQiang

Eric's imba fannings !

L-O-V-E !

MacDonalds for dinner > arcade > homed !
enjoyed my time with these awesome people :)
not forgetting funny dudes like Arfian and rest !

SP Guitarists - YOSHHHHHHH !
^^

2009-06-09T12:23:00.026+08:00

poly50 training was effing torturous .___.

15 rounds around stadium - 6km
10 sets of shuttle run
100 pushups
100 crunches
75 leg lifts
5 mins plank

was around 2-3pm plus .

under the extremely-overwhelmingly hottttttt sun la dey .
i wanna get tanned ! but the heat was seriously unbearable .__.
hohlah , tmrw training's in the evening ! bigcheers ! * POPS CHAMPAGNE *

dinnered down @ foodcourt 5 with Roy , Rina and Kenneth ,
and hopped on to moberly for a game of pool .

all of them can play pretty well eh ! * envies *
and i totally sucked to the freaking core la haha .
the three cant help but to laugh-out-loud at my zzz-ness ._____.
my shots are superb enough to send the balls flying out of the table LOL -.-

photos !

Roy w/ his super sexy pose , awww LOL :P
and Rina snapping went away with her webcam after game !

t-hee !

COLGATE ADVERTISEMENT ! :D

L-O-L .

and Kenneth finally smiled la deyyyyyyy !
looks so much friendlier when he smiles eh , haha ! :)

SMILE MORE SMILE MORE AYE !

PEIWEN ; RINA !
sweet girl to hang out with uh :)
enjoyed myself, and great game with the three of them aye !

lets go together again some other day yosh ^^

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camped in school from 10-6 today .
assignmentszxzxzxzxzxzxz , to hell with it !

ITOS SUCKS .
ITOS SUCKS .
ITOS SUCKS .

instructions were awfully vague , leaving us super lost .
but bleah ! had lots of fun with my groupmates though ! :D
highed and laughed for quite abit together uh hehe .

and ohoh ! last but not least !
special dedication to JERRY ( SIEW MAI ) ^^V
apologize for hurting your ______ today la aye ! :X

* SMILES FROM ME TO YOU OKAY *
mehhhhhhh CHILLAX ! hahahaha .

assignments to work on, plus poly50 training again tmrw !
till then and be back soon yo :D

ciaos !

2009-06-04T21:38:00.055+08:00

[ Angels & Demons ] !

caught it with Yimei at tampines' GV today .
got my heart hanging in my throat for like 138mins LOL .
super ass-kicking movie la dey , shall give it 4.5 stars out 5 !

no regrets , garanteed ^^
YuanYi shall suck thumb for not coming , t-hee !
and bleah as usual , photos' up for sharing haha !

the old one's beautifully coated with rust already LOL .
so yep ! got myself a new handphone strip from Mini Toons ! :D

@ Toys'R'Us

aww , kiddish side of Yimei hahaha !
cared less bout our image and it was fun uh !
ran and chased each other around like idiots LOL -.-

people were staring hard like O______O at us seriously HAHAHA .

hopped on into Yamaha music store ,
and the guitars are omfg , effing gorgeous la dey !
come to think of it , im getting mine tmrw ! :D

the grand piano's jaw-droppingly awesome as well eh !
Yimei played on it and i was like ... * MELTS *

the sound from it is seriously seriously , H-E-A-V-E-N !
prices are as ohmygod as well , 14k-30k ~ AYE LOL ><

ransacked for laptop bags in Popular ,
cant find any suitable ones ..

so yada , made our way back to catch the movie .
brilliant climax , didnt regret forking out my money for it really :)

last photo of the day , and tada !
home-sweet-homed :D

* HOPS AROUND MADLY *
im looking forward to tmrw !

badminton in the morning with classmates ,
guitar practice later in the evening ,
and basketball with Kexin and rest @ petal !

yayyyyyyyyyyyyyyys !

i always bear this thought that we , humans ,
set our feets into this world - to suffer .

regardless whether they are wealthies living in first class enviroments ,
or poor beings struggling under horrible conditions in the third world countries ,

we ,
suffer to live ,
and live to suffer .

pardon me for my ignorance if your sentiments differ .

some people find this thinking of mine ,
selfish , stubborn , crap , bullshit or whatever but ohwell !

no personal emotions attached , but seriously ..
after watching that movie i was thinking to myself :

i feel somehow fortunate to be living , breathing ,
learning and enjoying under such blessed conditions / environment .

what the hell ,
and you're actually contradicting yourself ?

no certainly , im not ! haha .
im still clinging tightly to believing what i believe .

just aye ... i feel that ,
as long as im still alive ,
as long as im still breathing ,

i should live my day meaningfully ,
cherish the people by and around me ,
make the very best out of every bit in my life ;
bringing laughters and putting smiles on people's faces ,
adding colors to their lives , building a happier paradise together ,

and make 'these sufferings' seem ...

less painful ,
less visible ,
to the minimum at least :)

2009-06-03T17:48:00.009+08:00

true existence is something ,
that cannot be replaced .

[ Full Metal Alchemist : Brotherhood ]

miss him
miss him
miss him
miss him !

♥

2009-06-02T16:23:00.020+08:00

* WAVES - HOPS AROUND MADLY *

just look at how time flies ! SCARY EH !
its already the 7th week in school la omfgzxz .

hectic weeks with assignments to rush and blah ,
and deyyyyy ! im finally able to dig out time to update haha !
holidays are nearing ! but assignments arent backing down uhh ):

no doubt another busy month thats gonna buzz through so so quickly .
and and and ,

im looking forward to receiving my very own guitar !
im looking forward to my guitar practices .
im looking forward to dmit's gatherings / events .
im looking forward to poly50 trainings ( mad HAHA ) .
im looking forward to 2e1'o6 , 4e4'o8 class outings .
im looking forward to 1B23's 10hrs community service .
im looking forward to basketballing with Kexin and rest !

im like looking forward to heaven lot of things , LOL .
work hard and play hard uh ! BANZAI ! ^^

hehehe anyway anyway !
shall get on with Ferguson's farewell outing ! :D

PHOTOS !
Shokudou > Kopitiam > Arcade > Home !

Shokudou - SBSPs !

got pissed off waiting sooooooooo long for Ferg haha !

some others who went !

Nicholas who purposely looked away ,
pretending to be 'candid' LOLLLLL .

* MEOWS * LOL .

organisers - Peilin and Kenneth !
thanks for all the planning and hardwork yo :)

dinner @ Kopitiam .

ZhiYing - * MEOWS * LOL .

WeiRong ( Nanny ) , Nicholas

heading down for Suntec's arcade .

the insane THROW-THE-BALLS machine ! hahaha :D

* UMCHIOS * LOLOLOL !

Petrine and Junhao ,
with reference to the previous pose , hahaha !

tada tada tada !
basically thats about all for Ferg's farewell outing ba dey !

some other randoms to share :

photos snapped by Peilin after poly50 training .
aye , trainings are getting more and more intensive by the week .

4km run without stopping plusplusplus ,
100 pushups 100 crunches 75 leglifts and 7 minute planks .___.

there's training again tmrw ! * TRIES NOT TO IMAGINE LOL *

taken this sometime back ,
dugged this out from my GR folder a moment ago .

tadangggggggggs !
my super adorable desktop background !

GOLDEN RETRIEVERS STILL PAWNS ! :D

hehehe yepyep , thats all ive got for now .
till then and be back soon aye , happy holidays !

ciaos ! ^^

2009-05-26T22:41:00.013+08:00

mood's flying uber high ! hahaha .
headed down to Clementi Kbox w/ groupmates for IDEA project .
3 solid hours of singing plus an hour + of arcade craze !

aye , enjoyed ourselves to the maximum core really !
anyway something to share , laugh-out-loud LOL :
I HAVE SO CALLED " OLD-ACCENT " !

comes out naturally whenever im singing old songs idk why !
and i kinda have different voices for different songs LOL .
my bunch of secondary school sisters should know ! hahaha .

video's taken secretly by Roy , bleah !

and dey , i love this very very much haha !
all of us sang it together , awww :D

朋友一生一起走 !

lazy to blabber on , be back soon for more alright !
ciaos !

2009-05-24T13:47:00.022+08:00

SP Guitarists Camp 2009 !
love my group [SUPER] to the max ! hahaha .
we should have won the best group title la dey !

gahhhhhhhhh , its alright though !

had huge lots of fun together with these awesome people :D
bleah , shall let photos do the rest of the talking .
edit : ~~have only 4 photos in hand currently .~~

shall wait for seniors to upload on SPG blog soon hehe !
downright shagged at the moment , off to catch some rest .

details aside till another time guys !
hope on back for more updates soon yo , ciaos ! ^^

Dax , who maintained this beautiful sleeping position for long !
hahaha !

Arfiannnnn ! our group's ultra adorable huamn-bear :D

GROUP 6 - SUPERRRRRRRR ~
SWEEE ! :D

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aye this came in abit late though , but ohwell !
its DBIT Bonding Day 2009 - [ PHOTOS ] !

colored tags to determine groupings .
we exchanged like mad orangs and turned out ,
3/4 of our group's made up of 1B23 people LOL !

group leaders for the day - Serene and Kyo !

group flag , " ORANGES " :)

station games !

damn effing big la dey LOL !
* BURNS WITH JEALOUSY * HAHAHA .

laughed to the extent we nearly pee-ed on our pants seriously .
thanks to BangHao for this super epic entertainment ! lmfao :P

nice to see ,
urge to touch ,
and fun to squeeze !

LOL , hahaha dey-ah-dey-ah-dey !
thats all folks , be back soon and tata ! :D

2009-05-22T20:04:00.024+08:00

SP Guitarists Camp 2009 tmrw !
will back on sunday , shall do some catching up real soon :D

a guitar of my own .
a guitar of my own .
a guitar of my own .
a guitar of my own !

certainly looking forward to that ! cant wait la dey !
like finally lahhhhhhhh haha ! * HOPS UP AND DOWN *

anyway , throat has been itching awfully for the past two days ):
hope i dont fall sick uhhhh , cause there's Kbox with 1B23 on tuesday !
hahaha banzai ! photosphotosphotos - Barbara's birthday celebration !

happy birthday Barbara !
wishes come true and may everything be blessed okay ! :D

1B23 girls ! ( w/o lea )

random :D

( w/o Jerry Justin Lea PangChuen )
1B23 - BIGBIG ♥ !

2009-05-14T22:37:00.021+08:00

may you find comfort ,
in the arms of the angels .

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grandma passed away this morning .
wont be blogging for quite awhile i suppose .

just how stubborn and thick-headed can humans get huh ?
to bear grudges , ignore the basic principles of life ,
and completely forgo and forget about kinship even at this moment ..

i just couldnt understand and explicate a single shit .

like ive mentioned many many times :
you will never know whats gonna happen down the road ,
the very next day , hour , minute or second .

so please please , i send this out to all of you -
dont ever shed your tears over grave for words unsaid .

to reflect and regret only after you've lost ,
it'd be too late by then .

live your life up meaningfully to the maximum ,
and CHERISH the people by and around you .

the world is never as beautiful as you think it is / imagine to be .
nothing can change the fact that life is fragile and uncertain .
so cherish .
cherish .
cherish .

rest in peace grandma .

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thank you all for your concern and encouraging words .
also to p.tutor Kim plus each and every one of my 1B23 classmates -
for the card , condolences , 20$ plus all the smses and calls ..

thanks a million .

2009-05-13T00:28:00.016+08:00

11th May 2009 - Happy 17th Birthday to Lee XingYing !
may all be blessed and wishes come true alright !
hope you like the presents yo ! :D

gave my goju-kai karate trial a miss ,
and hopped on down to Coasta Sands Resort right after lesson .

yepyep , she booked a chalet haha !
the boys already started the fire and ohwell as usual ,
the bbq-ing part was dumped aside for me to handle lol ._____.

and aye-aye-aye ! im ending this off with photos already !
gomenasai , but im super lazy to continue rattling on haha .

birthday girl XingYing w/ her sister XingYun :D

XingYing , PeiWen

XingYing , Kexin

threesome !

* niahahaha - EVIL LAUGHTERS *

Chen ZhiHong ! been awhile since i last saw him .
bleah , i miss suaning him till i see his veins ,
plus his super big reaction and LOUD retaliation haha !

tada ! XingYing's uber delicious fruitcake ^^

some of the RainbowClique people who went as well :)

XingYun , PeiWen !

and lastly its once again - Kexin and PeiWen !

hahaha bused home and chatted quite alot with this banana on the bus .
exchanging stories and experiences bout our lives in poly and yada ,

we miss our times in class effing much man seriously !
where we sat side by side blabbering on random topics ,
cracking super lame jokes , sprouting nonsensical stuffs and etc .

awwwwwwwwww !
i miss basketballing with you people too la eh !
again again , im drowned with 5 projects in hand now .
hope these endless projects would spare me a break someday soon .

was pretty happy with my results on the previous 2 projects though .
t-heee , BRACE ON PEIWEN GOGOGO !

timecheck : 1.12am
meeting up early for project discussing later at 9am LOL .
shall get my ass moving , so till then and be back soon yo ! :D

ciaos !

2009-05-11T00:06:00.006+08:00

( David Choi and Wong Fu Productions - Official Music Video )

Won't Even Start - David Choi

i love this song , effing much .
speaks alot from the lyrics alone .

been singing along for like more than 20 times already aye !
LOL - press 'esc' key to pause the blog song ya .

dont miss this super awesome song by David Choi uh ! :D

What happened
after last summer
when we broke up
in September

I havent seen you
Feels like a long time
Sometimes it still hurts
But I always get by

I still got a piece of you under my skin
Its always there no matter where Ive been

So if I ever see you on the street
Ill pretend that I didnt see
And turn my face
No use in small talk anyways

Because if I look into your eyes
Then Ill have to say goodbye
And thatll break my heart
So I wont even start
I wont even start

I wish you luck
And I wish it true
Thats the best
I can do for you

Cuz youll probably find love
In someone new
I have to let go
Yeah its hard to do

So if I run into you with your arm by his side
Just know itll cut me like a knife

So if I ever see you on the street
Ill pretend that I didnt see
And turn my face
No use in small talk anyways

Because if I look into your eyes
Then Ill have to say goodbye
And thatll break my heart
So I wont even start
I wont even start

.....
....
...
..
.

2009-05-10T14:00:00.010+08:00

happy 17th birthday to TanQianHui !
gathered down at Bugis for her celebration yesterday .
first person i met was Kexin , and i was effing happy to see her la dey !

seriously missed the times where we joked like idiots ,
laughed like kukus and suan-ed each other w/o giving face LOL !

i miss my secondary school days so-so badly manzxzxz !

anyway , we were the super early birds haha .
waited for like almost an hour for full strength ,
and headed down to Ajisen for dinner plus cake-cutting ceremony !

and dangggg ! i had to dig out all the meat in the ramen LOL .

chit-chatted , gossiped , clowned around and yada ,
shall let photos do the rest of the talking ! :D

the girls !

banana ( Kexin ) ; kingkong ( PeiWen ) !

YingYing , ZengHui

' Fei-Lun-Hai ' ~ ZZZ LOL !

* wishing wishing *
stay happy , stay healthy and may all be well alright !
hope the ' BigBird ' part comes true la yo ! hahaha ^^

BOYFRIEND ! ( as if lol )
i hugged this mannequin like a koala seriously -.-
the texture of the jacket was amazingly comfortable eh !
plus the tall and well-built size of it made me imagine things LOL .

HAHAHA :P

was around like 10pm by then .
YingYing , Joanne and Zenghui left for home ,
while the rest decided to visit Iluma for arcade !

hehehe .

look at this super cool escalator that leads all the way up to the 4th level !
entered the arcade and it was all flooded with the UFO Catcher machines thing .

bleahhhhhhh .

haha , and thanks to Alex's - 'anyhow plus happygolucky' method ,
we managed to uncover a trick to shifting this doraemon cushion down !

the first catch was only like 10$ eh !
and thats like so bloody worth it la dey !

BANZAI !

decided for another go .
and this time round i seriously spammed my money in LOL .

ah , thanks to sean for contributing too haha !

wasnt as lucky though !
this second catch was like around 21$ haha .

DORAEMON CUSHION ! * HUGS *
im like addicted to hugging it la lol .
but Kexin spoiled the fun by pinching his face -_____-

she tried to disfigure and make him go out of shape lor !
HAHA nehmind , i shant argue with a small kid LOLOLOL ^^

last photo of the day and home-sweet-homed !

hehe , hope everybody enjoyed themselves last night wor !
and to stop now for a moment and think back ,
time certainly flies .______.

and i miss those days ,
really really badly ..

deyyyyyyyyyyyyy ! * PLAYS HAPPY MUSIC *
shouldnt be getting all emotional here haha .
wellwell lets all move on , look ahead and hope for the best aye !

yepyepyep so till then ,
be back soon and ciaos yo ! ^^

2009-05-09T00:59:00.009+08:00

have only one pathetic photo taken with Cheryl for FOR currently.
will update and upload more once i get it yo ! :D

save-the-egg experiment for MOB was awesomely fun manzxzx !
though our egg 'scrambled' itself on the second go haha.

im downright exhausted at the moment.
shall blog more about it tmrw perhaps !

photos as teasers , till then and be back soon aye !
ciaos ^^

2009-05-06T22:09:00.017+08:00

for whats left behind ,
are words unsaid .

just 3hrs of WCD lesson for the entire day .
love this module to the extreme core man !
awesome personal tutor with awesome way of teaching ^^

went to cca showcase with Yimei , Kenneth and his friends .
signed up to be an active member in dmit club already though ,
but im still desperately yearning for another sports cca seriously !

damn sad eh there's no judo man ! disbanded ? gahhh beats me !
but i left my details down for basketball and goju-kai karate club .
and guess whard ! im actually leaning more towards goju-kai karate LOL .

self-defense dey ! know me well enough and you'll know eh ! bleah :D

headed for poly50's training , exhausting but funfunfun !

anyway , this 1.20$ ezlink sticker made my day uh ! ^^

* HOPS AROUND MADLY * i miss SPSBs !
gahhhh and FOR's on friday man , yehyehyehyehyesah !
its gonna be soso ass-kicking la , no doubt bout that haha !

t-hee shall end off here ba , till then !
be back soon yo , ciaos ! :D

2009-05-05T11:31:00.022+08:00

danggggg , having a 2hrs break now .
IDEA individual presentation on zbrush product later .
30% of CA1 and gahhh ! thats like totally ohmygod can .___.

hope it goes well , wish me luck yo ! ^^

and ohoh , i just webcam-ed with JiaQi a moment ago .
haha tonnes of great memories started flashing-back ,
and i was like awwwwwwwwww !

JiaJi uh ! organise a class outing sometime soon aye !
im missing these old fellas a hell lot man :)
hope you guys are doing well too yay !

shall end of with a couple of screenshots .
updating again later perhaps , so tata and be back soon yo !

* HOPS UP AND DOWN *

2 suffocating projects down for good ! yessahhh !
1ams , 2ams ... really havent been sleeping well lately .
can finally focus on other assignments with no worries haha .

off to pamper and compensate myself with some rocking fun yo !
ciaos ! ^^

2009-05-01T15:49:00.015+08:00

happy belated birthday to Kian Egan ! ^^

♥ WESTLIFE !

[ Britian's Got Talent 2009 ] !

DIVERSITY

dance group - love this alot ^^
watched this for more than 5 times already LOL .
brilliant dance act from this bunch of awesome boys !

haha check these stunning performances out as well !

Singing Category :

Shaheen Jafargholi
Hollie Steel
Susan Boyle

oh and this too ! haha .

Stavros Flatly - Greek Irish Dancers

winner gets to perform infront of Royal Family at the Royal Variety Performance .
and its like danggggg ! so effing cool eh ! gogogo people haha ! :D

gahhhhhhhhhh anyway , im feeling like kinda depressed now ):
i forgot to submit my application form for volunteering at 2009's Youth Olympics !

to witness this grand and significant event for myself ,
its like a once in a lifetime thing man seriously !
and how the hell could that slipped out of my mind eh , damn !

* SCREAMS * PULLS HAIR *
oh manzxzxzxzxzxz , sigh ._________.

2009-04-29T15:38:00.038+08:00

its been another long while la deyyyy ! hahaha .
promised a few people that i'll be updating , and yep here it is lo ! ^^

im still nailed down with insane lot of things to do .
projects , assignments , community service .. gahgahgahhh !

* DROWNING LOL *

2 projects are due in week 3 ( one individual , one group ) .
1 four pages report plus 2 powerpoint presentations , damn ):
hehe but school's still as ass-kicking w/ awesome beings around !

oh yesyesyes !
cant wait cant wait cant wait !
super looking forward to Freshmen Orientation Reunion !

and that's Perry's L&L - lexie and lucky !
the happily married couple , cheers ! :D

geesh , shall end this post off with more photos !
random photos from random events - haha here goes !

Flag Day 2009

amount collected 126.60$ , cheers haha !

Janielson with his 'happy brother' LOL !

welcome party @ concourse for freshies

went to tampines for dinner plus wallet with Sean after so ,
and saw this awesome dude with his brilliant workpieces .

by simply using just sprays , newspapers plus some other round utensils ,
he created wonders on the very spot eh ! damn cool huh :)

ZhiHong's Makeover

the very day i got my contact lens and black skinnies .
big thanks to ZhiHong and JiaJi for helping with my contacts ^^

and for ZhiHong that ahgong uhhhhhhhh .
i think girls will start pouring themselves at him la cheh !
haha but seriously ... control your limit on $ please ! bleah .

meet up for basketball soon la yo ! i'll try to make it down !
so dont say i pangseh uhhhhhh ! enjoy and jiayou in poly alright :D

its 4.30pm now , im with Peilin and i still have like uhmmmm ,
30mins to that poly50 event training thing O___O
so hohlah ! shall stop here and go get ready haha .

till then and be back soon yo !

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timecheck : 9.15pm - and ive just reached home !
smelling like a piece of uber uniquely aroma-ed dung !
haha , trained together with dmit people who signed up for poly50 .
had dinner together at subway , chatted quite abit and home-sweet-homed .

7 boys 3 girls - 10 members and it makes a team !

ran 2.4km , plus 3 sets of 20 pushups , 20 leg-lifts ,
15 crunches and 1 minute plank ! haha enjoyed myself alot ! ^^

been ages since i last worked out so intensively .
run , keep fit and get tanner - GOGOGO !

actual event's on second semester ,
and trainings are on wednesdays and fridays !
looking forward to more trainings with poly50 people hehe !

we pray that our sorrows will end ,
and hope that our hearts will blend .

2009-04-25T09:55:00.004+08:00

first week in school !
and im tied down with 4 projects plus 3 sets of homework .
scary uh ? mehhhh , im still loving my life in poly though !

off to meet my people for project down at bugis :)
will be updating again soon lo , so be back soon ya !

CHEERS !

2009-04-22T19:55:00.005+08:00

internet connection's FINALLY up !
overwhelming lot of things to update .
flagday , welcome party , zhihong's extreme makeover , school and yada !

so mehhhhhhhhhh !
be back soon while i take some time here to pour everything out yo !

^^